As Jamison opened the door, one foot still on the threshold, her voice made him pause. He glanced back to see Ivy standing there, eyes wide, face tense with worry. He couldnโt help but wonder what was going on.
Hadnโt she just been yelling at him to get out? And nowโwhat, she didnโt want him to leave?
โIโm just taking out this food waste. Leaving it inside isnโt exactly sanitary,โ Jamison replied, grinning as he shot her a look. โWhatโs up?โ
Ivy swallowed, cheeks inexplicably flushing. โNothing. Justโฆ asking.โ
Before she could finish, she spun on her heel and walked away, clearly embarrassed to face him.
Jamison saw right through her, a knowing smile tugging at his lips as he headed downstairs with the trash.
Ivy sank onto the sofa, pressing the back of her hand to her burning face, emotions in complete turmoil.
Sheโd been way too impulsive just now; he must have picked up on itโฆ
A sharp click sounded as the smart lock disengaged.
Ivy quickly lowered her hand, grabbed her phone, and pretended to be absorbed in a video.
Jamison walked in, headed straight for the bathroom to wash and sanitize his hands, then returned to the living room.
By now Ivy had steeled herself. She glanced up at him, trying to sound casual. โItโs getting late. You should probably go.โ
Jamison just chuckled, strolling over and plopping himself down right beside her, close enough that their arms brushed.
Ivyโs heart skipped a beat. Instinctively, she edged away.
โWhatโs this supposed to mean?โ Jamison looked pointedly at how she moved aside.
โIt means youโre squishing me.โ
His smile turned sly. Suddenly, he slipped an arm around her waist, lifting her up with ridiculous ease.
โHeyโwhat are you doingโโ
Before Ivy could protest, she found herself settled squarely on his lap, her entire body instantly aflame.
She was on her period, for crying out loud! All this tugging and pullingโwhat if she stained his clothes? That would be mortifying.
โJamison, put me down.โ She tried to sound fierce, glaring at him in warning.
He ignored her, arms still locked firmly around her waist. He tilted his head back, an infuriatingly attractive half-smile on his lips.
โBe honest, you didnโt really want me to leave, did you?โ he asked, voicing the suspicion in his mind.
โNo.โ Ivy turned away, eyes avoiding his. โI was just making conversation.โ
โIvyโฆ Thereโs nothing shameful about loving someone. You donโt have to pretend you donโt care.โ Jamisonโs words hit her square in the chest.
She pressed her lips together, silent.
He tried again. โSo, youโd rather I stayed?โ
She sat in his lap, slightly above him, so when she looked down, her gaze was almost commanding.
โYou want the truth?โ
โAlways.โ
She hesitated, then settled herself more comfortably, deciding to be honest. โWe just made things official. Our feelings arenโt exactly at the โcanโt stand a day apartโ stage, so no, itโs not that I canโt let you goโโ
Jamisonโs smile faltered, the look on his face screaming, Why did I even ask?
โBut,โ Ivy continued, her tone shifting, โI saw the news online. Roads are flooded, the stormโs pretty bad, a lot of cars have been stranded. Emergency crews are still out rescuing people.โ
Jamison understood immediately. โSo youโre worried something will happen to me?โ
She nodded, her expression softening. โWhatever else, safety comes first. If you left and something happened on your way home, Iโd feel responsible.โ
Her words were a little too calm, a little too logical.
But Jamison still caught the sweetness beneath it.
โAnd you say youโre not that attached?โ He grinned. โYou never used to care about what happened to me. Now youโre worried. If thatโs not love, what is?โ
Ivy just stared at him, speechless. After a moment, she muttered, โYou really know how to gaslight yourself, donโt you?โ
Jamison laughed.
โSo, should I stay or should I go?โ he teased, handing her the decision.
Ivy glared at him, exasperated.
He just grinned, all mischief. โDidnโt you say I should respect your wishes? So you decide. If you want me to leave, Iโll go. If you want me to stay, Iโll stay.โ
She kept glaring, tempted to bite him.
Sheโd already spelled it outโsheโd seen the news, the flood was serious. Did he really need her to say the actual words: โStay here tonightโ?
Was that what it would take?
Ivy was never one to tiptoe around. Since sheโd already said so much, there was no point in backing down now.
โThereโs a guest room upstairs. The bed isnโt made, so if youโre staying, youโll have to handle it yourself.โ She was feeling crummy, weak and tired, and had no intention of fixing up the room for him.
Jamisonโs smile was entirely too pleased. โDeal. Iโll shower and make the bed later.โ The mention of a shower made Ivyโs eyes widen. โWait, you donโt have any clean clothes! And mine definitely wonโt fit you.โ
If a woman stayed the night at her boyfriendโs, she could borrow a shirt and play at being sexy. The reverse? Not so much.
Jamison said, โIโve got spare clothes in the car.โ
She eyed him suspiciously, and he hastily explained, โDonโt get the wrong ideaโI always keep clean clothes in there, just in case. My job can get messy sometimes.โ Ivy thought about it and realized he had a point.
โFine. Go get your stuff. Iโm heading up to bed.โ She tried to get up from his lap but his arms tightened, holding her in place.
โWhat are you doing?โ