Chapter 436 Just the Two of Us
There were times Yunice had nearly given up. She'd thought about throwing it all away, finding a titan to sleep with, just to make the rumors trueโmaybe then it wouldnโt hurt so much.
But every time that thought crossed her mind and she tried to pick someone, sheโd feel sick. Every man seemed filthy to her. Just imagining being touched by them made her want to vomit.
And so, the years passed.
Yunice didnโt know why she didnโt hate Wyatt. Maybe it was the air of authority he carried that suppressed the usual filth of men. Maybe it made her believe he had too many options to even glance her way.
Or maybe he had desireโbut he didnโt leer. He never used those degrading words to put her down.
He never asked if she was a virgin. Never cared if she wasnโt. It felt like he liked herโher body, as it wasโwithout letting anything else cloud his judgment.
Wyattโs hand gently moved to her lower back, massaging her waist. โDoes it hurt? I heard the first time usually does.โ
The tearing of the hymen could cause a moment of sharp pain, and initial penetration often brought discomfort.
Usually, if the man knew what he was doing, the pain would be fleetingโquickly overtaken by other sensations.
But Wyatt had left at the worst possible moment.
Yuniceโs voice was soft. โIt didnโt hurt.โ
But it hadnโt been enjoyable either.
Today had dragged up far too many memories she wanted to forget.
Yunice lifted her eyes toward the full-length window in the lounge. The sky outside had already turned black, scattered with stars.
Noticing Wyattโs injured hand, she suggested, โLetโs go home.โ
When he didnโt respond, she turned her headโonly for him to kiss her.
She was caught off guard, her neck tipping back as Wyattโs lips moved lowerโฆ
Realizing what he was trying to do, Yunice murmured, โYour handโs still hurtโฆโ
And he was probably injured elsewhere too.
Wyattโs voice was low, firm. โDonโt push me away.โ
The hem of her clothes was pushed up. Yunice found herself laid back on the bed.
This time, Wyatt didnโt turn off the lights.
He wanted to see her clearly. And he wanted her to see himโwanted her to know it was him.
Under the intensity of his gaze, Yunice felt awkward. She reached for the light switch, only for her wrist toโbe caught.
โLetโs forget everything else,โ Wyatt said quietly. โTonight, itโs just us.โ
Her fingers twitched, her eyes flickering with emotion. Could physical pleasure really make up for emotional emptiness?
Could a flood of dopamine work better than any drug?
Even with all the mental preparation in the world, when Wyatt finally touched her, Yunice couldnโt help but press her knee to his chest.
โLetโs turn the lights offโฆโ
She still couldnโt fully let go.
Wyatt didnโt push her. He understood her past might make her tense, even fearful. He couldnโt rush her.
He turned off the lights.
Outside, the sky was a soft, shadowy gray, faint starlight seeping through the windows.
Wyatt could still see her.
He kissed her againโthis woman, at last, completely his.
Yunice clutched the silk sheets, tears gathering at the corners of her eyes, not from pain, but from her bodyโs instinctive reaction.
Afterward, he supported her by the waist, sitting her up on his lap. Her voice trembled with soft sobs.
But she never told him to stop.
When her legs began to shake, Wyatt held back, whispering against her ear, โCan I finish inside?โ
Yunice tensed, then gave a faint nod. Wyatt finally let go.
Yunice didnโt have much stamina. She didnโt want to move at all afterward, curling up on her side like a little shrimp.
Worried sheโd catch cold, Wyatt fetched warm water and carefully cleaned her.
She fell asleep before he could even finish.
Wyatt sat there holding the towel.
Nights like this were supposed to end with two people curled up together, talking about their past and their future.
But Yunice didnโt seem to care for that sort of sentiment.
With a long breath, Wyatt tossed the towel in the basin, did a quick rinse, and climbed into bed. He pulled her into his arms, letting her head rest against his chest.
He couldnโt sleep.
His thoughts wouldnโt stopโabout the past, the future.
About everything Yunice had endured.
The pain in his heart tightened again. He reached for a cigarette, biting it between his lips. But when he looked down at the small, fragile woman curled in his armsโ
So light. So narrow-boned. Like she weighed nothing at all.
His fingers brushed her waist, and his brows drew together once more.
He didnโt light the cigaretteโafraid the smoke would wake her.
But even thinking about Paul made his hands itch. He couldnโt just let him go.
Now that he knew everything Yunice had suffered, there was no way Wyatt could pretend to let it slide.
He crushed the unlit cigarette into the ashtray and stayed awake all night.
Yunice, on the other hand, slept deeply. When morning came, her body ached everywhere.
She rolled over, unwilling to get up. Her eyes were still puffy.
As she shifted again, her nose brushed against Wyattโs chest.