Chapter 649
It was like Iโd been struck by lightningโsuddenly, I snapped out of my daze.
Edward hadnโt expected Ryan to call right then, and the surprise was written all over his face.
He cleared his throat, his voice less hoarse now, and said to me, โI need to take this.โ
Without a word, I scrambled off his lap and bolted to my bedroom.
The moment I got into my room, I changed out of my dress and slipped into some comfy loungewear before heading back out.
Edward looked like he had something important to talk about, and it was obvious he didnโt want to discuss it in front of me.
He opened the door and walked out.
I went into the kitchen, poured myself a glass of water, and took a sipโthe dryness in my mouth finally eased up.
The next second, I leaned against the kitchen door, feeling uneasy and on edge.
Itโs not that I minded being with Edward. The real problem was, he was Uncle Ryan to Ryan.
That connection felt like a shackle of morality, locking me in place.
Maybe I could just forget about right and wrong, but even if I chose to be with Edward, would the Jennings family ever allow it?
If I really went through with this, the price would be more than I could ever bear.
Edward stepped back inside after finishing his call.
His eyes lingered on me, deep and searching, but I could only stare at the floor, avoiding his gaze. โYou should go,โ I said quietly.
I was done coming up with excuses. He really couldnโt stay here any longer.
Maybe things got a little too heated just now, because Edward still hadnโt quite recovered.
He spoke up, his voice steady but a bit tense. โIโm heading back to the United Kingdom tomorrow. Ryan and Fionaโs wedding is happening in three days.โ
I lifted my gaze to him, startled. My feelings were clouded, hard to describe, but somehow, it all felt like it no longer had anything to do with me.
โMm.โ I just took it as him letting me know, and I heard him, thatโs all.
Edward walked over, reaching out as if to take my arm.
Instinctively, I leaned back, and his hand hung awkwardly in the air.
That little move made it clear to him where I stood.
He was clearly let down, but he also seemed calmer and more clear-headed than before.
โThenโฆ wait for me,โ he said before leaving.
I looked up at his figure in the doorway, the urge burning inside me to yell, โIโm not waiting for you!โ But I kept it to myself.
But I couldnโt get the words out.
Edward paused at the door, gave me one last look, then quietly closed it behind him.
My legs felt like jelly as I flopped onto the couch. The moment I closed my eyes, everything that just happened kept replaying in my mind, searing itself into my memory.
โThis is insane. What the hell was I thinking, getting involved with Edward?โ I couldnโt believe Iโd actually let it happen.
I dashed into the shower. I always took steaming hot showers before, but this time, I cranked the water to ice-cold, letting it pour over me from head to toe, hoping the chill would wash away everything.
I could feel the heat in my veins slowly ebbing away, bit by bit.
I guess I really did end up taking a cold shower after all.
Ryanโs wedding would be formal but kept under the radar, only whispered about among their exclusive circle of elites. Outsiders wouldnโt even get a glimpse.
Leaning against the icy wall, I let the water stream down as I closed my eyes. I could almost picture the whole sceneโRyan, looking absolutely stunning as the groom.
I clicked my tongue and let out a low laugh, shaking my head. โNone of them ever really stayed. Whatever mess they left behind, itโll all blow over in the end.โ
Early the next morning, Nathan called and told me he was catching the earliest flight back home to Aureliaโhe had a big meeting to run over there.
I knew his schedule was insane, but even so, he still managed to squeeze in a trip to the United Kingdom just to keep me company for a while.
With Edward and Nathan both gone, it was like the credits had rolled and the lights came back onโreality hit me all over again.
I called Aiden to see how things were going between him and Sophia.
It felt like heโd had a sudden wake-up callโhe really seemed a lot more mature now.
โSis, sheโs out of a job, and I heard she canโt even reach that guy anymore. She took out some loans, and now she wants to get back together with me,โ Aiden said.
Honestly, I knew Sophia was never going to get that luckyโthere was no way sheโd spark some grand romance with a married, middle-aged guy. Even if she was willing, itโs not like heโd ever really want her back.
She ended up in this mess because her ambition got the better of her, and she just couldnโt see people for who they really were.
โSo, are you thinking about taking her back?โ I asked, a little worried. Aiden used to be head over heels for Sophiaโheโd spend almost everything he had on her.
โNo way,โ Aiden replied, a hint of bitterness in his voice. โIโve finally seen her true colors. Maybe she only liked me for my money. If you ask me whether she ever really cared about me as a personโฆ I seriously doubt it.โ
I nodded. โShe was never really honest with you anyway. Just focus on your career for now.โ