โCongratulations,โ a pack member offered his well-wishes, and I only nodded in response. The hall was filled with celebration; the pack members seemed genuinely happy. It felt like a real wedding. My eyes swept across the room, taking in the joy on their faces, and then they landed on Anita. She was beaming, chatting animatedly with a group of she-wolves.
She looked happy. She looked fulfilled. She was satisfied being our concubine.
And me? I should be happy, too. This was exactly what I wantedโmaybe not entirely, but it was what I had decided. A punishment for Olivia. I knew making Anita our concubine would wound her deeply, and that was precisely my intention. I wanted her to suffer, to taste even a fraction of the pain she had put me through.
But sitting here, watching her, I felt nothing. No satisfaction. No victory. Only an unsettling weight in my chest, like I had made a mistake.
โOf course, you have, and Iโll be here when you start regretting it,โ my wolf sneered.
Where I was seated, I growled and looked in Oliviaโs direction. She was still seated in her chair, but I knew she was zoning out. She seemed lost, like she was deep in thought. And from where I sat, two seats away from her, I felt uncomfortable. I looked at my brothers, and we exchanged gazes. Just like me, they didnโt seem happy with the decision we made to make Anita our concubine. Then why the fuck did we do it?
An unfamiliar feeling crept into my chest. This wasnโt how I imagined it. I thought seeing Olivia hurt would give me satisfactionโwould make me feel vindicated. But seeing her so still, so quietโฆ it tore at something inside me.
Anita caught my gaze and smiled warmly, giving me a small wave. I forced a smile back. She was beautiful, no doubt about that, and she seemed genuinely happy to be named our concubine. I should be content. But all I could think about was how Olivia hadnโt said a word the entire eveningโhadnโt even looked in my direction or that of my brothers.
โIdiot,โ my wolf growled. โYou still love her.โ
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to block out the voice, but it was no use. The truth was as clear as day. I wanted Olivia. I wanted her eyes blazing with anger, her voice cutting through the air like a whip. I wanted her stubbornness and her fire. I wanted everything that made her Olivia.
Anita approached, placing a gentle hand on my shoulder. โAlpha Levi, are you okay?โ she asked sweetly.
I forced a nod, not trusting my voice. โJustโฆ tired.โ
Her eyes softened with concern. โItโs been a long day. Maybe we four can slip away soon?โ
I growled as my gaze slid back to Olivia. She hadnโt moved, her face still expressionless, and it drove me insane. I couldnโt stand it anymore. Abruptly, I stood, making Anita step back in surprise.
โI need some air,โ I mumbled before striding out of the hall. I heard Anita calling after me, but I ignored her, pushing the doors open and stepping into the cool night air. I didnโt stop walking until I reached the training grounds.
My wolf rumbled in disapproval. โYou messed up.โ
I ran a hand through my hair, frustration bubbling inside me. โI just wanted her to feel a fraction of the pain she caused me,โ I whispered to myself.
โAnd now youโre the one hurting,โ my wolf sneered.
Ignoring him, I remained where I stood until I heard footsteps behind me and turned to see Lennox and Louis approaching. I wanted to be alone, but it seemed my brothers wouldnโt let me.
When they got to where I stood, they stopped beside me, staring into space like I was. For a moment, none of the three of us spoke. I didnโt know if my brothers were feeling what I felt, that sense of regret.
โWhy are we moody? This was what we wantedโfor Anita to be oursโand now, suddenly, weโre acting like we just made a huge mistake,โ Louis said, and neither Lennox nor I responded.
I scoffed, rubbing my face with my palms. โWeโre a bunch of idiots, arenโt we? We made Anita our concubine, and now weโre out here sulking like pups who lost their favorite toy!โ
Lennox grunted, not looking at me. โShe should be happy,โ he muttered. โThat was the point, right? Anitaโs happy. The packโs celebrating. Everythingโs going according to plan.โ
โBut weโre not happy,โ I shot back, frustration lacing my voice. โWe wanted this to hurt Olivia, but look at us. Weโre the ones hurting. What the fuck is wrong with us?โ
Louis stayed silent, his gaze fixed on the ground. I couldnโt stand it anymore. I needed to know. I turned to both of them, my eyes narrowing.
โWhy do you hate her so much?โ I demanded, my voice low but forceful. โI know why I hated herโI have my reasons. But you two? Youโve never once told me why. What did Olivia do to make you hate her too?โ
Neither of them answered. Lennoxโs jaw tightened, and Louis looked away, his hands fisting at his sides. The tension in the air grew thick, almost suffocating. I pushed on, desperate for an answer.
โWhat did she do to you?โ I repeated, my voice almost breaking. โWhy wonโt you just tell me?โ
Lennox scoffed, but it sounded more like a bitter laugh. โYou wouldnโt understand,โ he muttered.
โTry me,โ I snapped.
Louis shook his head. โI canโt say it.โ
I clenched my fists, teeth grinding together. โBullshit. Youโre just avoiding the question. Youโve been keeping this from me for so long, and Iโm tired of it. If weโre supposed to be brothers, then be honest with me. What the hell did Olivia do to you?โ
Lennox shot me a glare, his eyes flashing with something I couldnโt placeโanger, regret, maybe even pain. โJust drop it, Levi,โ he warned. โI also donโt know why you suddenly hated her.โ
I was about to argue back when sudden noises erupted from the pack hallโshouting, loud crashes, and frantic footsteps. My instincts kicked in immediately, and I looked back at the hall, sensing something was terribly wrong.
โWhat the hell is going on?โ Louis asked, already moving toward the noise.
Lennox and I followed, tension coiling tight in my chest. As we approached, I caught sight of pack members scrambling out of the hall, panic on their faces. My wolf was on high alert, and I could feel adrenaline pumping through my veins.
โWhat happened?โ I barked at one of the fleeing wolves.