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I blinked, still processing. Our eyes met. Her brown eyes searched mine. โWhatโs going to happenโฆ between you and the triplets?โ My breath caught in my throat. I nodded. โThank you.โ Before I could respond, he reached for my hand. I hesitatedโฆ then slowly nodded. โThen Iโm coming too.โ
There. I said it out loud. โMmhmm,โ she hummed, glancing toward him, then back at me. โWell, heโs definitely not looking at his coffee.โ She leaned forward just a little. โHe hasnโt taken his eyes off you since he walked in.โ My eyes widened. โBut your sonโโ โIs his,โ she confirmed softly. โThereโs no doubt. But I never told him. I was too afraid of what it would mean for himโฆ for us.โ She sighed deeply, her gaze falling to the table as if the truth weighed too much to look me in the eye. โFirst, he thinks he canโt get a woman pregnant.โ Sofia didnโt press it further, thankfully. Stillโฆ hearing Sofia say it made something inside me settle.
I stiffened slightly, unsure of what he was doing. Sofia sat straighter. She smirked slightly, her voice teasing. โYou know Lord Frederick?โ The question settled heavily between us. โAnd the third?โ I asked quietly, though I already knew. I turned back to her. โOf course.โ โForgive the interruption,โ he said, his voice as smooth as velvet. โBut I couldnโt walk out of here without saying hello. Itโs good to see you again.โ I nodded slowly, blinking away the sting in my eyes. โThank you.โ โOlivia,โ she said gently, โI donโt know everything youโve been through. And I wonโt pretend I understand all the pain youโve carriedโbut I do know one thing. Iโve seen the way those men cherish you.โ โI couldnโt tell himโฆโ Sofia whispered, her fingers tightening around her coffee cup. โLady Olivia,โ he said smoothly as he stopped at our table. His eyes rested on me for a beat longer than necessary. Sofia had noticed.
Instead, her voice shifted toneโsofter now, a bit more serious. โCan I ask you something?โ โI know,โ she whispered. โI will somedayโฆ but not just nowโฆโ I offered a small, dry smile. โWhy not? I could use a distraction.โ I rolled my eyes and muttered, โGreatโฆโ Sofia and I sat in silence, sipping the last of our drinks. There was something strangely comforting about sitting with her like this. Weโd missed so many years of sisterhood, but somehowโฆ this felt easy. I frowned slightly, unsure of what she meant. I cleared my throat and tried to keep my expression neutral. โNot reallyโฆ I only met him during my welcoming party. Briefly.โ
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I couldnโt help but laugh. Her shoulders slumped. โBecause weโre related.โ She raised her hands in mock surrender. โFine, fine. Butโฆ in all honesty, heโs a good man. A bit serious, but polite. He has a long-standing relationship with our family.โ โThey love you,โ she said firmly. โAll three of them. No matter what has happenedโor is happeningโyou should never question that. Itโs obvious in the way they speak about you. That kind of loveโฆ doesnโt disappear, even when itโs messy.โ She grinned. โGreat. Letโs wear something fabulous and make the whole room stare.โ They did love me. I looked down at my hands. โI donโt know,โ I admitted truthfully. โI really donโt. Itโs complicated. Everything isโฆ confusing. But theyโre my mates. My second chance mates.โ I quickly looked away, pretending to stir my empty cup. That word hit harder than I expected. Itโs funny how I was also in this shit with the triplets.
Oliviaโs POV
I froze. Sofia chuckled softly. โSeems like someone has a little crush.โ But then he gave a polite nod and continued further into the cafรฉ, accompanied by another man I didnโt recognize. They took a seat near the far window, their backs partially turnedโฆ but Frederickโs gaze found mine again. And just like thatโhe nodded politely and turned away, walking back to his seat, where the other man was now standing, ready to leave. Sofia held the envelope, staring at it like it might explode. โThat man isโฆ dramatic,โ she muttered with a half-smile. Before she could finish, the bell above the cafรฉ door chimed softly again. She glanced at me and shrugged. โYes. I think I need it. A little air, a little musicโฆ maybe a drink or two to clear my head.โ A small, fragile piece of me that had been fighting to breathe. I stared at her. I knew she was right. She gave me a sad smile. โWith everything I have. But sometimesโฆ love isnโt enough.โ โHe does,โ she replied, sipping from her cup again. โBut he visits often. Something about trade routes and estate bordersโฆ he has business here. And our late father trusts him.โ My brow arched. โWhy is he here, though? I thought he lived outside the territory.โ I never doubted their feelings. I frowned. โWhat do you mean?โ โAnd the second reason?โ I asked gently.
My brows drew together, a mix of concern and curiosity swirling in my chest. โWhy?โ He straightened and glanced between us. โAn invitation. Tonight is my birthday. Nothing grand. Just a quiet gathering with wine, music, and maybe a little dancing if the mood allows. Iโd love it if you both came.โ He had left his seat and was now walking directly toward us, his presence calm but commanding. His eyes, sharp and unreadable, were fixed on me. I looked away, my gaze drifting to the window beside us. The reflection of Lord Frederick still lingered faintly in the glass, his subtle glances in my direction making my skin feel a little too warm. I hated the feeling. The attention. He hadnโt expected to see me either. That much was clear. Sofia didnโt look surprised. Instead, she nodded slowly like she already suspected it. I shot her a look. โPlease donโt.โ She smiled softly. โJust donโt let fear make the choice for you.โ I looked at her, still stunned. โAre you going?โ โIโll be expecting you.โ Then, from the corner of my eye, I noticed movement. Sofia took it cautiously. โWhat is it?โ My lips parted, but no sound came out! Because walking through that door, dressed in a dark navy suit and carrying himself with the same quiet confidence I rememberedโฆ was Lord Frederick. His steps faltered for the briefest second. โIs his,โ she confirmed softly. โThereโs no doubt. But I never told him. I was too afraid of what it would mean for himโฆ for us.โ She sighed deeply, her gaze falling to the table as if the truth weighed too much to look me in the eye. โFirst, he thinks he canโt get a woman pregnant.โ Sofia didnโt press it further, thankfully. Stillโฆ hearing Sofia say it made something inside me settle.
I reached across the table and gently placed my hand over hers. โHe deserves to know he has a son.โ And gentlyโfar too gentlyโhe lifted it and pressed a kiss to the back of it. I was silent, absorbing all of it.
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