Chapter 180
Posted on July 09, 2025 ยท 0 mins read
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Oliviaโ€™s POV

โ€œLevi!โ€ I cried, dropping to my knees as his body slumped against me. โ€œLevi, wake up!โ€

But he didnโ€™t move. He felt ice-cold and terrifyingly still. Something in me cracked. I pressed my hand to his chest, feeling a faint, but present, heartbeat.

I placed my palm firmly, trying to do somethingโ€”anythingโ€”maybe unleash my ability, but nothing worked.

Footsteps pounded behind me.

โ€œAlpha!โ€ a guard shouted. โ€œIs everything alright?โ€

โ€œNo, get help!โ€ I snapped. โ€œHe needs a healerโ€”now!โ€

Before the guard could react, two familiar scents hit me. Lennox and Louis emerged from the darkness, worry etched on their faces.

โ€œWhat the hell happened?โ€ Louis asked, his eyes narrowing as he knelt beside me.

โ€œIโ€”I donโ€™t know,โ€ I stammered. โ€œHe just collapsed. I tried to stop himโ€”he said he was fineโ€”he lied.โ€

Lennoxโ€™s jaw tightened. For a split second, his expression wasnโ€™t surprised; it was grim, as if heโ€™d expected this.

โ€œGet the healer,โ€ Lennox barked at the guards, his voice sharp with Alpha authority. โ€œNow.โ€

Two guards shifted into their wolf forms and raced off.

Lennox effortlessly lifted Levi into his arms. โ€œCome,โ€ he said, already moving. โ€œWe need to get him back to his room.โ€

I scrambled to my feet and followed, my heart pounding with every step. The walk felt endless, but finally, we reached Leviโ€™s room.

Lennox gently laid him on the bed, adjusting his head on the pillow. I hovered at the edge of the mattress, unsure, afraid, watching Leviโ€™s pale face as if it might vanish.

Louis opened a drawer, found a small glass vial, uncorked it, and held it to Leviโ€™s nose. A sharp, herbal scent filled the air.

Levi didnโ€™t move.

โ€œWhat is that?โ€ I asked urgently.

โ€œStimroot extract,โ€ Louis replied, still watching Levi. โ€œSupposed to wake him. It usually works.โ€

Usually? That single word amplified the panic inside me.

My frown deepened. โ€œWhatโ€™s happening to him?โ€

They hesitated. The air in the room felt still, as if everything held its breath.

Then Lennox sighed and leaned against the wall. โ€œHe has a condition. It started when we turned twelve.โ€

I blinked. โ€œWhat kind of condition?โ€

Louis answered softly. โ€œItโ€™s called Lunar Respiris. A rare magical illness. It runs in our lineage. Our grandfather had it; our father didnโ€™t, nor did we. But Leviโ€ฆ he inherited it.โ€

โ€œWhat does it do?โ€ I whispered.

Lennoxโ€™s voice was tight. โ€œSometimes, his lungs simply stop responding. Like they forget how to breathe. It comes with warnings and signs. Sometimes once a year; sometimes not at all.โ€

I stared at Leviโ€™s chest; his breath was slowing.

I couldnโ€™t believe what I was hearing. โ€œHe justโ€ฆ stops breathing? Just like that?โ€

โ€œYes,โ€ Louis said. โ€œAnd when that happens, his body shuts down.โ€

My breath caught.

โ€œYouโ€™re lying.โ€

โ€œWeโ€™re not,โ€ Lennox said evenly. โ€œHe didnโ€™t want you to find out. He thought youโ€™d pity him.โ€

I blinked, shaking my head. โ€œButโ€ฆ he was fine. He looked fine.โ€

Louis glanced at Levi, his voice softer now. โ€œHeโ€™s been hiding it for years. No one knows except family.โ€

I couldnโ€™t breathe. All these yearsโ€ฆ and I never knew.

โ€œBut why?โ€ I whispered, almost to myself. โ€œWhy not tell me?โ€

Lennox met my gaze; sadness filled his eyes.

โ€œBecause, Oliviaโ€ฆโ€ he said slowly, โ€œhe didnโ€™t want you to see him differently. He didnโ€™t want your pity. He wanted to remain Leviโ€”the strong one, the one you admired.โ€

Louis nodded. โ€œHeโ€™s been hiding it since we were twelve. It doesnโ€™t happen often, but when it doesโ€ฆ weโ€™re always ready.โ€

I frowned, my eyes flicking between them. โ€œWhat do you mean, ready?โ€

Louis rubbed the back of his neck. โ€œHe recognized the early signsโ€”chest tightness, dizziness, a subtle tremor in his hands. You probably never noticed, but he did. Whenever that happened, heโ€™d glance at us. That was our silent signal.โ€

โ€œAnd then what?โ€ I asked, worried but curious.

Lennox answered. โ€œHeโ€™d excuse himself from the crowd. Say he needed water, or to relieve himself, or justโ€”walk. Weโ€™d follow quietly, making sure he took the cork leaf blend to open his lungs. It workedโ€ฆ most times.โ€

I stared at Levi, a memory flashing through my mind. Those afternoons heโ€™d disappear during bonfires or vanish after laughing too hard. Iโ€™d always assumed he needed the bathroom. I never noticed. I never knew.

โ€œAnd when it didnโ€™t work?โ€ I asked slowly, a knot tightening in my throat.

Louis exhaled. โ€œIf he fainted before he could take itโ€ฆ weโ€™d catch him. Revive him fast.โ€

โ€œAnd I was never told?โ€ My voice cracked.

Lennox looked away, his jaw tight. โ€œYou werenโ€™t supposed to know. He made us swear. Heโ€™d wake up, catch his breath, and be back beside you as if nothing happened. Sometimes you didnโ€™t even notice he was gone.โ€

The knot in my throat burned. I sank down beside the bed, my fingers curling into the sheets near Leviโ€™s hand. I wished I could stop the worry and pain in my heart, but I couldnโ€™t.

I looked down at Leviโ€™s face again. His breathing was slowโ€ฆ but it was there. His chest rose ever so gently.

โ€œWhat if I hadnโ€™t followed him?โ€ I whispered. โ€œWhat if Iโ€™d let him go?โ€

โ€œThank you,โ€ Lennox said firmly. โ€œThank you for following him.โ€

Just then, the door opened, and hurried footsteps rushed in.

โ€œThe healerโ€™s here,โ€ one of the guards said.

I looked up and immediately recognized the man being escorted in. The same healer who had helped me when Iโ€™d lied about my amnesia. He paused, his eyes scanning the room, then focused on Levi. His gaze sharpened, his brow furrowed.

I moved away as he swiftly went to Leviโ€™s side, checking his pulse, lifting his eyelids, listening to his chest.

โ€œI assume this is Lunar Respiris again?โ€ he asked without looking up.

โ€œYes,โ€ Lennox replied. โ€œHe fainted just now. We gave him Stimroot. It didnโ€™t work.โ€

The healer frowned slightly. โ€œHas he passed out already this year?โ€

Lennox nodded. โ€œYes. A few months ago.โ€

The healer stilled, his eyes flickering briefly to Leviโ€™s face. โ€œThen he shouldnโ€™t be having another episode so soon.โ€

โ€œWhat does that mean?โ€ I asked, stepping closer.

The healer began pulling out tiny pouches of herbs, grinding and mixing them with practiced ease. โ€œLunar Respiris is unpredictable, but most sufferers experience only one serious attack per year. Two in such close succession usually suggests something elseโ€ฆ an external trigger.โ€

Louis shifted uneasily beside me. Lennox remained silent.

โ€œWhat kind of trigger?โ€ I asked quietly, a chill settling in my chest.

The healer didnโ€™t look at me. โ€œEmotional strain. Sudden shock. Magical imbalance. Something that disrupts the bodyโ€™s rhythmโ€”especially something tied to the heart or a bond.โ€

My heart stuttered. Bond. Emotional strain.

My lips parted slightly. My mind flashed to the moment in the woodsโ€”Gabrielโ€™s hands on my waist, his mouth on mine. The overwhelming heat of the kiss. The guilt that followedโ€ฆ

I swallowed thickly.

โ€œYouโ€™re sayingโ€ฆ someone couldโ€™ve triggered this?โ€ I asked, trying to remain steady.

โ€œNot necessarily intentionally,โ€ the healer said gently. โ€œBut yes. If he was already weakenedโ€ฆ anything deeply emotional couldโ€™ve pushed him over the edge.โ€

My stomach twisted. I glanced at Leviโ€™s still face, his lashes dark against his cheeks. The way heโ€™d looked at me afterwardโ€ฆ the way his voice trembled when he asked if Gabriel and I were seeing each other. I thought he was just hurt. I didnโ€™t realizeโ€ฆ

It seems my kiss with Gabriel has done far more damage than I ever imagined.


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