โLila,โ Elizabeth called out softly, her voice thick with emotion.
Lila gently brushed a stray hair from Elizabethโs ear and nodded. โIโm here, Elizabeth.โ
Elizabeth clutched her chest, tears in her eyes, her heart aching. โWeโre getting divorced. Iโve decided to let him go, so why does it still hurt?โ Elizabeth frowned, hoping Lila had an answer.
Elizabeth wondered if Lila understood the electrifying pain she felt seeing Lane cling to Alexander.
โElizabeth, you just need time,โ Lila reassured her.
Elizabeth loved Alexander deeply, willing to sacrifice everything for him. Letting go wasnโt easy.
โBut Lila,โ Elizabethโs tears flowed, โhe never chose me. When Esme and I fell, he protected Esme. He said heโd take me home, but as soon as he saw Esme, he left me. Whenever Esme got hurt, he blamed me.โ
Why couldnโt she let go after all this?
Elizabeth felt like a wronged child, pouring her heart out to Lila. โIt really hurts,โ she said. Loving Alexander was painful. If she could, she wished sheโd never met him.
โLila, am I not worthy of love?โ Elizabeth asked.
Lilaโs heart ached. โElizabeth, donโt overthink it. Youโre brave and passionate. Alexander just isnโt the right one for you.โ
Elizabethโs eyes, smudged with eyeliner, looked like a sad panda. โReally?โ
Lila felt like crying and laughing. โOf course, you deserve love. Look, donโt I love you?โ She tried to wipe Elizabethโs makeup but only made it worse.
โWait here, Iโll get a wet wipe,โ Lila said.
Elizabeth nodded.
โDonโt go anywhere!โ Lila reminded her. โIf you get lost, I wonโt come looking for you!โ
Elizabeth tended to wander when she drank too muchโshe frowned at Lilaโs nagging. Lila hurried to find a waiter for wet wipes.
Elizabeth leaned back on the sofa. After a while, her mind grew hazy, and she forgot Lilaโs instructions. She got up and went to the dance floor, grabbing a man. โAm I not worthy of being liked?โ
โMs. Percy, are you okay?โ the man asked, worried.
โAnswer my question!โ Elizabeth demanded.
โOf course, Ms. Percy, youโre definitely worthy.โ
Satisfied, Elizabeth moved to the next person. She walked unsteadily, her face flushed, her smudged makeup making her look cute and comical. She squatted down, and a pair of menโs shoes appeared in front of her.
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Elizabeth felt her stomach churn, ready to throw up. Suddenly, there was a hush, and everyone stepped back. Elizabeth closed her eyes, numbed by alcohol. She tried to stand but leaned forward too quickly. A warm hand caught her waist, holding her up. She furrowed her brow and looked up hazily.
The stage lights were dim, and she couldnโt see the personโs face clearly. She asked softly, โAm I not worthy of love?โ
The person frowned, puzzled.
โIf not, why doesnโt the person I like, like me?โ Elizabeth looked up again, stepping on his black shoes, everything feeling so natural.