This regret had nothing to do with lingering feelings from the past. It was simply the sorrow of seeing a young life slip away far too soon.
It was late, and the hospital was hushed, the halls of the inpatient wing echoing with silence. But in the private VIP ward, chaos had erupted.
When Carla learned her son had died, she was inconsolable. She rushed to the hospital in a panic, and after hearing what had happened, she immediately turned her fury on Farley Shepherd.
โWho gave you the right to decide whether my son lives or dies? Even if heโs stuck in a coma for the rest of his life, Iโd still take care of him! Itโs not like you were the one looking after him anyway, so what gives you the right to give up on his treatment?โ
โAnd the doctorโwhy didnโt you consult me about something this serious? Who told you to make such a decision on your own? Were you bribed by him? Iโll sue you all!โ
Farley Shepherd had steeled himself for this. When Carla, wild with grief, screamed and hurled accusations like a madwoman, he felt nothingโnot even a twinge of guilt.
โCarla, snap out of it! We couldnโt save Micah. He had AIDS, his immune system was already shot. For months, heโs been in and out of infections, slipping through deathโs fingers again and again. Did you ever ask him if he wanted to be kept alive like this? Do you have any idea how much he suffered just to stay here?โ
โIf he could come back from the brink, it means he wanted to live! He didnโt want to die! How dare you give up on him? This is abandonment!โ
โIโm done arguing with you. You wouldnโt let go because you didnโt want to feel guilty, so you forced him to keep suffering in humiliation. I couldnโt watch anymore! Iโm his fatherโhis legal guardian. I have every right to end his pain and stop his treatment!โ
Farleyโs words dripped with righteous concern, but his real intention was to paint Carla as selfish and cruel.
Their argument was going nowhere when Jamison and Ivy arrived.
As soon as Farley saw his wifeโs family, he flinched, instinctively stepping back as a memory flashedโa broken nose courtesy of Jamisonโs fist.
Ivyโs brow was furrowed, her eyes swimming with grief and anger. Seeing her husbandโs face cloud over, his gaze sharp and dangerous, she instinctively grabbed his arm. She wasnโt trying to stop him from avenging his nephew, but she worried that, in his rage, he might do something recklessโsomething that would land him in trouble with the law and make everything worse.
After all, Micah was Farleyโs own son. As his father and legal guardian, he had the right to decide whether to continue treatment. Legally, there was nothing wrong with what heโd done.
If Jamison threw the first punch, heโd be the one in the wrong. And if Farley decided to press charges, the trouble would never end.
โCalm down. Think about Momโs health. You canโt afford to get in any more trouble,โ Ivy whispered, feeling the tremor in Jamisonโs tense arm as she tried to soothe him.
The reminder finally got through Jamisonโs haze of anger. He remembered their ailing mother, still in the hospital, and forced himself to take a breath.
โJamison, youโre just in time. Look into that doctorโIโm sure Farley paid him off!โ Carla turned to her brother, tears streaming down her face, pleading with him.
โIโll get to the bottom of it,โ Jamison said, voice steady. Then he asked, โHave you seen Micah yet?โ
โMicahโฆโ Carla murmured, only then realizing she hadnโt even set foot in her sonโs room.
Jamison could tell from her reaction. He leaned in and said quietly, โGo see Micah first. We can worry about everything else later.โ
Farley wasnโt going anywhere, after all.
Wiping her tears, Carla staggered to the halfโopen door and flung herself into the hospital room.
The white sheet was already drawn over Micahโs body.
Carla collapsed over her son, sobbing until she was on the verge of passing out.
Ivy followed Jamison into the room.
A nurse stood by the bed, and when Jamison entered, she nodded respectfully and explained quietly, โDr. Ludwig, the patient went into acute heart failure tonight, which led to severe pulmonary edema. We were ready to start ECMO, but his family asked us to stop treatment and signed the consent forms. It wasnโt our decision not to resuscitate.โ
ECMOโextracorporeal membrane oxygenationโwas a last resort procedure, a machine that took over the work of the heart and lungs when they failed. But even with this expensive technology, all it could do was delay the inevitableโunless a matching organ donor could be found in time.
But for Micah, even that slim hope was out of reach. He was far too weak for such an invasive surgery.
Jamison believed the doctor. Everyone at the hospital knew who Micah was. There was no way any of them would risk their careers over this.
The real question was why Micah had crashed so suddenly tonight. That, Jamison suspected, had something to do with Farleyโs lateโnight visit. But without proof, it was all speculation.
He nodded and gestured for the staff to leave.
Once they were aloneโjust the three of themโJamison gently pulled Carla up, his voice heavy. โSay your goodbyes, Carla. The funeral home will be here soon. We need to start preparing for the arrangements.โ
The dead donโt come back. No matter how much it hurt, the living had to keep going.
Now that his anger had cooled, Jamison recalled Farleyโs words. As much as he hated to admit it, there was truth in them.
Micah had been kept alive for months by every medical intervention possible, unable to wake up or even know what was happening around him. Maybe, if heโd had a choiceโif heโd been consciousโhe would have wished for release, too.
But Jamisonโs words only set Carla off again. She shoved her brotherโs hand away and threw herself over her son, screaming, โNo! No one is taking Micah! Heโs not dead! Heโs just sleeping, like he always does! Heโs just sleeping!โ