If she hadnโt said those words, Jamison might have managed to hold it together, at least on the surface.
But the moment she spoke, the old saying about โreal men donโt cryโ meant nothing. Hot tears spilled down his cheeks, his heart twisting and trembling as a wave of helpless grief crashed over him.
Ivy watched his tears slide down his face, mustering up a small smile. โHey, what are you crying forโฆ?โ
She tried to raise her hand to wipe his face, but her body refused to move, so she managed a teasing quip instead: โLook at youโbig, strong man, shedding tears in front of everyoneโฆโ
โIvyโฆโ Jamison clung to her hand, wanting desperately to lean down and kiss her, but he held himself back. There was blood on her faceโsheโd been cleaned up, but traces of the virus might remain. He loved his wife with all he had. But as a doctor, he couldnโt let emotion override his reason. For the next six months, he couldnโt allow himself to get too close to Ivy, not until all the tests came back clear and it was certain the virus was goneโthe threat wouldnโt pass until then.
So he just lowered his head and whispered her name, over and over, soft and aching. โIvyโฆ Ivyโฆโ
Ivy turned her gaze away, coughing weakly as she tried to comfort him. โDonโt cryโฆ You might not care about looking foolish, but Iโm embarrassed for youโฆโ
Jamison nodded solemnly. โAlright. Whatever you say.โ
With police cars clearing the way, what should have been a half-hour drive was over in ten minutes. The hospital was ready for them. Ivy was rushed straight to surgery for an emergency splenectomy.
Technically, thoracic and abdominal trauma was Jamisonโs specialty. But because they were husband and wifeโand because everyone at the hospital knew just how much he adored herโtheyโd assigned another surgeon. No one wanted his judgment clouded by worry. Jamison trusted his colleagueโs skill. Now, all he could do was wait.
Word spread quickly. Even though Jamison wasnโt answering his phone, Katrina Lester, Boyd, Naylor Wilson, and others arrived at the hospital as fast as they could. Even Baillie showed up.
โHowโs Ivy? Is it bad?โ Katrina called out the moment she saw Jamison, her voice tight with worry.
By now, Jamison had gotten himself mostly under control. He gave them a quick rundown of Ivyโs condition.
โItโs a miracle sheโs alive! I saw the fall onlineโI thought my heart was going to stop! Emma is insane, a complete monster. She deserves to rot in hell!โ Katrina couldnโt hold back her outrage, cursing Emma as if she could hear her.
Naylor gave her a look, resting a calming hand on her shoulder. She shot him a glance, then finally fell silent.
Baillie spoke up, โWhat about Emma? She lost the baby and her uterus barely three, four days ago, and now sheโs fallen from that heightโฆโ
Before he could finish, Katrina whirled on him. โWhy, are you worried about Emma now? Werenโt you the one who caused her to lose the baby and her uterus? Feeling sorry for her, are we? Spare me the crocodile tears.โ
Jamisonโs voice was cold. โI donโt know.โ Since the accident, Ivy was all he could think about. He had no energy left to care about Emma. But from what heโd heard, Emma had bled out right there at the scene. Chances were, she wouldnโt make it. And even if she did, her future would be spent behind bars.
Jamison felt a fresh wave of anger for his wife. Seeing Baillie here, still preoccupied with Emma, he didnโt bother hiding his impatience. โMr. Windsor, Ivy is the one lying in that room. Did you come to the wrong place?โ
The implication was clear: if you want to check on Emma, go somewhere else.
Baillieโs face reddened. โIโm here for Ivy. I just asked about Emma out of habit. Frankly, I hope sheโs dead and gone.โ
At that, the tension in the room easedโif only slightly.
Inside the emergency room, Ivyโs spleen had ruptured badly, and her organs were starting to stick together. The internal bleeding was severe. The surgery dragged on for nearly three hours. Everyone waiting outside felt like they were living in their own private hell.
Finally, the lights above the operating room flicked off. The knot in every stomach began to loosen. The surgeon came out first, and Jamison rushed to meet him.
โProfessor Ludwig, the operation went very well,โ the doctor reported. โBut she lost a lot of blood. Sheโll need plenty of rest and careful monitoring.โ He went over the key details with Jamison.
Meanwhile, Ivy was wheeled out. The anesthesia and blood loss left her dazed, somewhere between sleep and waking, barely aware of her surroundings. Katrina, seeing her best friend so pale and frail, couldnโt hold back her own tears.