โWhat does her survival have to do with you, for Godโs sake? Micah, wake up! Emmaโs reputation is in shamblesโeven the Windsors have washed their hands of her, so why are you still worrying about her? Sheโs practically engaged to the Carters, carrying their child, and youโre still getting yourself tangled up with her? Honestly, are there no other women in the world? Why are you so obsessed with the Windsor girl?โ
Carla pleaded with all the desperation of a mother at her witโs end, but no amount of scolding could snap her wayward son out of it.
Micah was like a runaway teenager, all brooding defiance and blind loyaltyโnothing Carla said could haul him back onto the straight and narrow.
He ended Carlaโs call, immediately dialing Emmaโs number instead, panic rising in his chest at the thought that something might have happened to her.
Emma picked up, but didnโt say a wordโshe just started sobbing softly, her voice barely above a whisper, โMicah, Micahโฆโ
That was all it took. Micahโs urge to play the hero surged, stronger than ever. He pressed her for her whereabouts, then raced over without a second thought.
The moment he opened the hotel room door, Emma threw herself into his arms, her tears streaming as she choked on her words, utterly broken.
โMicah, you cameโฆ I thought no one in this world cared about me anymore. I was ready to give upโto end it all, I justโฆ Itโs all my fault, if only Iโd listened to you, I wouldnโt be here nowโฆโ
She confessed, she repented, her sorrow so raw and vulnerable that Micahโs resolve completely crumbled.
He found himself apologizing too. โEmma, itโs not your faultโitโs mine. I shouldnโt have left you. If Iโd stayed, maybe you wouldnโt have given up, wouldnโt have ended up with that bastard Sheridan Carterโฆ This is all on me.โ
There was some truth in that. Micahโs mistakes had played no small part in Emmaโs downfall.
They clung to each other, two lost souls, their old resentments dissolving in the wake of shared regret.
Tears still streaming, Emma pressed her lips to his. Micah stiffened, uncertain, his expression clouded.
Emma looked wounded, her voice shaky, painfully self-deprecating. โMicah, do you hate me too? Do you think Iโm dirty?โ
He hesitated, torn. โEmma, Iโฆโ
โI know Iโm not good enough for you. Thereโs nothing left for me nowโnothing but the end.โ With that, she broke free and made a wild dash for the window.
โEmma!โ Micah lunged and caught her just as she flung the window open. She thrashed and screamed, โLet me go, just let me end thisโI canโt take it anymore!โ
The hotel window wouldnโt even open all the wayโshe couldnโt have flung herself out if she tried.
But Micah was too frantic to think rationally.
He crushed her against him, soothing her with desperate reassurances, holding her like a child in the throes of a tantrum.
Emma pressed her face into his shoulder, still sobbing, but her features were oddly composedโnone of the wild despair of someone truly ready to jump.
Instead, a faint smile flickered at the corner of her lips.
Once she quieted, Micah gently drew back, cupping her face and brushing away her tears.
โEmma, you matter. I care about you, I really do. You have to hang onโthings will get better, I promise.โ His words were soft but resolute, his gaze full of concern.
Emma looked up at him, eyes shining with gratitude and trust. โMicah, thank youโฆโ
Their eyes met, and Emma leaned in for another tentative kiss.
This time, Micah didnโt pull away.
He yielded, then swept her up in his arms, surrendering at lastโto desire, to his own impossible need to be her hero.