Ivy stood silently to the side โ she hadnโt said a word or made a move, but the weight of guilt pressed heavily on her shoulders.
The Ludwig family, once united and harmonious, had cracked โ and she was at the heart of it all. This was the outcome sheโd always feared most, the one thing sheโd prayed would never happen.
Carla, on the verge of a breakdown, eyes red and voice trembling, snapped at the driver. โWell? What are you waiting for? Drive!โ
The poor man, caught in the crossfire, quickly rolled up the windows and pulled away from the curb.
Jamison didnโt mind being yelled at, but with his wife standing right there, something shifted in him. He turned to head back inside, and as he glanced up, he spotted Ivy standing beneath the eaves. The way she stood โ silent, shoulders hunched with remorse โ made his heart ache.
Davina, worried about their fatherโs health after witnessing his anger, hurried outside to comfort him.
Thad came out as well, just as Jamison reached the bottom step. He looked at his younger brother and said quietly, โTake Ivy home. Weโll stay here tonight.โ
The unspoken message was clear: theyโd look after their parents, so Jamison and Ivy didnโt need to worry.
Jamisonโs jaw was tight as he led Ivy up the steps, then paused to ask, โWhat about Gertie? Sheโll be home by herself?โ
Gertie was Thadโs daughter, a seventh grader who usually spent weekends at home. Davina replied, โSheโs with my mom tonight.โ
Even with everything going on, Jamison still thought to ask about his niece. It proved he wasnโt selfish โ just selective about who he cared for and when. When he wanted to, his concern was meticulous. When he didnโt, he could be cold and distant.
โAll right, weโll head out then.โ He nodded, gave Ivyโs hand a gentle tug, and they left together.
Ivy glanced up at his dark hair, the rigid line of his neck, and felt a sudden surge of sadness. Carlaโs words must have cut deep โ how could they not? After all, it was family. Even the strongest person would struggle to stay unmoved after being berated like that, especially by someone so close.
Once they were in the car, Jamison started the engine without a word and pulled away from the house.
Ivy watched him, wanting to say something comforting, but the words caught in her throat. She didnโt know where to begin.
They drove in silence until the city lights grew brighter and the streets became lively again. Ivy felt her sadness ease a bit. She finally spoke up, her voice gentle. โDonโt take it to heart. Your sisterโs just worried about her son โ she wasnโt thinking before she spoke. As forโฆ the baby thing, maybe itโs better to just be honest. We can tell them I canโt have children. If your parents want to blame someone, let them. At worstโฆโ
They hit a red light. Jamison braked, turned to look at her, and cut her off. โAt worst, what? We get divorced?โ
Ivy fell silent.
The thought had crossed her mind, after all.
Truth be told, his parents had always treated her well. They never looked down on her background or held her troubled past against her. Their only real wish was for a grandchild โ something she couldnโt give them.
She hated the idea of putting Jamison in an impossible position, or letting his parents down. So if it came to that, divorce seemed the only way forward.
Her silence made Jamisonโs expression darken. He turned back, his voice serious. โYou think I can go have a baby with someone else if we divorce? Who would I even have a child with?โ
Ivy studied his face for a moment, then forced a teasing smile. โI was just kidding. Mr. Jamison, youโre stuck with me. I could never let you go.โ
He kept staring at her.
Only when the light turned green and the car behind them honked did he look away and start driving again. โYou want a divorce? Not happening.โ
Ivy let out a breath.
So now the pressure was back on her. Sheโd just have to keep up with her treatments and hope for a miracle โ a child, someday. Not just for the sake of their parents, but because her own feelings had changed.
Every time she saw Halley, her little nephew, she couldnโt help but wish for a child of her own.
And Jamison โ seeing how gentle and patient he was with his nephew โ heโd make a wonderful father.
As they neared home, Ivy turned to him. โLetโs go to the hospital for another check-up tomorrow.โ
Jamison looked puzzled. โCheck-up? What, are you planning to drag me in for a menโs health exam?โ
She rolled her eyes. โNo. For me. The last few times, Professor Penn suggested a more thorough scan, but since weโฆ hadnโt reallyโฆ well, they switched to an abdominal ultrasound instead. Now that weโฆ you knowโฆ itโs better to get checked again. Itโll help the doctor figure things out and adjust the treatment.โ
Jamison finally understood. โYeah, sure.โ
Then he couldnโt help but correct her, โWhatโs with all the tiptoeing? Is it really so hard to say โmarried lifeโ out loud?โ
Ivy punched his arm in mock outrage, her cheeks flushing.
Later that night, just before sleep, Jamison pulled her into his arms, his voice low and gentle. โIvyโฆโ
She nuzzled closer, listening to the steady thump of his heart, feeling safe and warm. Her reply was drowsy, โHmm? What is itโฆโ