Ivy shot him a glare. โWho cares what you think? Iโm tired. Iโm going to sleep!โ
She rolled over with exaggerated annoyance, turning her back to him.
Jamison just smiled, the corners of his mouth quirking up as he leaned in a little closer, โIvy, are you blushing?โ
โNo, Iโm not.โ
โI really thought you were braver than that. The way you questioned me, you left me speechless.โ
Ivy didnโt bother to reply.
Jamison tried again, โIvy?โ
โWhat?โ
โMind if I hold you while we sleep?โ He was already shifting closer, his handโstill warm from patting her lower backโsliding gently around her waist to rest on her stomach.
Ivyโs body stiffened instantly, every muscle bracing; her waist was always sensitive. She wanted to protest, the words gathering unspoken on her lips, but in the end she just stayed silent and let him be.
Jamison, for his part, kept it gentlemanly. True to his word, he held her quietly, making no further moves.
Even though, God knows, he wanted to.
Neither of them slept well that night.
Jamison found no peace, his body burning with desire he had to forcefully tamp down.
For Ivy, restlessness came from the unfamiliarity of sharing a bed and being pressed up against someone elseโs warmthโespecially someone who radiated heat like a human furnace.
Whenever she drifted toward waking, sheโd feel his hand resting lightly on her, soothing her with gentle pats, lulling her back to sleep as if she were a child.
Half awake, half dreaming, Ivy felt a wave of tenderness. It was as if sheโd slipped back in time to her childhood, when her parents loved her dearly, treating her like their little princess, doting on her with every kindness.
She sank deeper into those memories, curling up like a baby, dreaming sweetly as she instinctively turned and burrowed closer, seeking the comfort of her motherโs embrace.
Jamison looked down at the small head nestled against his chest, her movements reminiscent of a kitten seeking affection.
He thought she must be having a nightmare, reaching for reassurance, and instinctively tightened his arms around her, holding her close.
But then, just as she settled into a comfortable position in his arms, she murmured drowsily, โMomโฆโ
A pang shot through Jamisonโs heart as he realized what was happening. She was mistaking his embrace for her motherโs.
She must still long for her motherโs love, for the warmth of familyโsomething sheโd been so cruelly denied.
He stayed silent, afraid to shatter her fragile dream, and simply cradled her, stroking her hair with a gentle, trembling hand, comforting her as a mother would her child, until she slipped back into peaceful sleep.
Morning.
Ivy woke up still wrapped in Jamisonโs arms.
Blinking open her eyes, she was momentarily disoriented by the sight of his chiseled jaw and the curve of his neckโthen everything from the night before came rushing back.
Her heart skipped a beat. She squeezed her eyes shut again, scrambling for a planโhow exactly was she supposed to say good morning after that?
But Jamison was already awake.
Truth be told, heโd been up for a while. As a doctor, he was used to early mornings and hospital roundsโwaking up at dawn was second nature. But last night, heโd arranged for his colleagues to cover for him, so today he could indulge, sleeping in and simply watching his own Sleeping Beauty.
โYou really can sleep, you know that? Itโs already eight oโclock.โ He grinned, seeing right through her attempt to fake sleep, and called her out with a laugh.
Ivy pressed her lips together, shooting him a look. โHow could I sleep with you wrapped around me all night? I could barely move. I didnโt sleep a wink.โ
โYou didnโt sleep well?โ Jamison sounded genuinely surprised.