Chapter 300
โWhat?โ Ivy frowned. โYouโฆ I thought you were different from those sleazy guys, but youโre just as much of a jerk as they are.โ
Jamison protested, โHey, you started this whole conversation. Now youโre blaming me?โ
The elevator arrived and the doors slid open.
Holding her in his arms, Jamison carried her out, scanned his keycard, and strode right into the apartmentโstill not letting go.
Ivy wriggled free the second they were inside, eager to put some distance between them.
But Jamison, having carried her all the way up, figured he deserved at least a little reward. Quick as a flash, he snatched her back into his arms.
In the commotion, she ended up pinned against him againโhis arms locked around her, keeping her close.
The door clicked shut. Jamison leaned in, his face mere inches from hers, pressing her gently but insistently against his chest.
โAre you mad at me?โ His voice was low, teasing. โCome on, silly, I was just messing with you. If I were into curvy girls, I wouldnโt have chosen you in the first place.โ
Ivy turned away in a huff, refusing to answer.
He leaned in closer, letting the bridge of his nose graze softly along her cheek. His words grew more intimate, his breath warm against her skin. โI like youโjust as you are. However you look, thatโs exactly what I want.โ
Ivyโs heart hammered as a flush crept from her cheeks to the tips of her ears and down her neck.
She swallowed, trying to play it cool. โAlright, enough of that. Go shower and get some sleep, Iโm tired.โ
โIn a hurry, are we?โ Jamison raised an eyebrow. โItโs your first night staying over. I thought weโdโฆ talk a little more.โ
โTalk about what?โ Ivy blurted, her nerves on edge. The truth was she felt completely out of her elementโawkward, tense, self-conscious, and shy. She just wanted to go to bed and skip the whole awkward part.
โIf weโre all out of conversation, thereโs always something else we could do. Nights like this are precious, you know.โ He grinned, obviously enjoying her discomfort.
His smoldering gaze was too much; Ivy couldnโt handle it. She shot him a look and feigned ignorance. โI have no idea what youโre talking about.โ
She pushed him away, ducked into the living room, and changed the subject. โSo, where am I sleeping?โ
Jamison followed her, eyebrow arched. โWhere else? The master bedroom.โ
โThe master? And where are you sleeping?โ
He gave her a look. โThe master bedroom, of course.โ
Ivy stared, her expression frozen.
What was that supposed to mean? Were they really going to share a bed tonight? Was he actually expecting that โprecious nightโ he mentioned?
Sheโd told him before that she wasnโt ready to be that intimate yet, and heโd promised not to push her.
Seeing her panic, Jamison walked over and gently squeezed her shoulders, his voice soft and reassuring. โRelax. Weโre just sleeping. Thatโs all.โ
โButโฆ Iโm not used to it,โ Ivy mumbled, avoiding his eyes.
โTry it, okay? If you really canโt handle it, Iโll take the guest room. Deal?โ
Jamison figured that overcoming her fears was a lot like getting over an allergyโyou had to face it, bit by bit, until it faded away and you could live normally again.
Ivy understood what he meant. She hesitated, but finally nodded. โAlright. Iโll give it a tryโฆโ
Jamison let out a quiet sigh of relief.
As long as she was willing to try, there was hope. The only thing that really scared him was her refusing to take that first step.
โCome on, Iโll show you the bedroom.โ He slipped his arm around her and led her inside.
Ivy eyed the king-sized bed with obvious unease.
Still, she knewโmarriage meant being a couple, and this was something sheโd have to face eventually. Jamison had done so much for her and treated her so well; she owed it to him, and to herself, to at least try.