Chapter 4 The One To Blame
Before Athena could say a word, Nicolas stepped forward, blocking Margaretโs view.
โAthena! Are you doing this on purpose?โ he snapped. โThree years werenโt enough to teach you some manners? Still playing your little games? Youโve really let me down!โ
He looked at her sternly. โI told you to present yourself properly. What are you wearing?โ His expression was full of disapproval, his tone unconsciously laced with the stern authority of a Justice Ministry official.
He looked at her like she was standing trial. โIf youโve got complaints, direct them at me. Why come here and put on a show in front of Grandmother? Are you trying to make her feel sorry for you? Do you want to upset her so badly she falls ill?โ
Athena almost laughed out loud.
She raised an eyebrow, her smile cool and detached. โThe clothes? Lady Eloise picked them out. What did you expect me to wearโwhat I came back in from the military camp?โ
That shut him up. For a moment, Nicolas was at a loss. She had called Eloise โLady Eloiseโโnot โMother.โ
Only then did it hit him: ever since Athena returned, she hadnโt regarded him as brother either.
A flicker of unease crept into his chest. The harsh words caught in his throat and never made it out.
His gaze narrowed, a thought nagging at the back of his mind. โItโs only been three yearsโฆ how did she waste away like this?โ
Eloise quickly stepped in to smooth things over. โThat was my oversight. Donโt be too hard on Athena.โ
Nicolas stepped aside, allowing Athena to enter.
Margaretโs eyes lit up the moment she saw her.
โCome here, come,โ she called, her voice trembling slightly. โLet me take a good look at you.โ
That warmth, that longing in her eyesโAthena felt her nose sting. She stepped forward and let Margaret take her hands and look her over from head to toe.
โHow did you get so thin?โ Margaret pulled her into a hug, holding her tightly, her voice choked with emotion. โMy sweet girlโฆ youโve suffered. Itโs all my fault. Iโm too old, too uselessโฆ I couldnโt protect youโฆโ
Athena knew how things had gone. Back then, Margaret had stood by her, even if it meant alienating the rest of the family. Her health had already been fragile.
The fact sheโd made it through these years at all was a miracle. If not for the empireโs strict laws, no one knew what wouldโve happenedโฆ
She wrapped her arms around Margaret and whispered through a tight throat, โGrandmother.โ
Just one wordโand Margaret broke down completely, tears streaming down her face.
Off to the side, Eloise watched the reunion, a pang of bitterness tightening in her chest.
Athena had been home for some time nowโฆ and still hadnโt called her โMother.โ
She dabbed at her eyes with a silk handkerchief, playing the part of the grieving parent.
Willow stepped up, gently hugging her. โDonโt be sad, Mother. Athenaโs home now.โ Her voice was soft, comforting, obedient.
Eloise looked down at her beloved Willow and felt deeply comforted.
She nodded, eyes still wet, but a faint smile tugging at her lips. She thought, โAt least Willow understands.โ
But just as she started to feel at ease, that smile froze.
Margaretโs voice, quivering and confused, rang out, โWhatโs going on?โ
Athenaโs once delicate fingers were now covered in scarsโblackened bruises and jagged welts. When she lifted her sleeve, old knife wounds and fresh burns marred the skin along her arms.
Margaretโs gaze faltered. She couldnโt bear to look any longer. โShe was sent to do laborโฆ how did she end up like this?โ
Eloise looked genuinely shocked. โThese injuriesโhow did they happen?โ
Surrounded by concerned faces, Athena buried the emptiness in her eyes and replied softly, โThey came from the overseers at the camp, of courseโฆโ
Gasps rippled through the room. Athenaโs lips curled into a faint, mocking smile. โI was there to work, not to be treated like a young lady. Getting beaten was just part of the routine.โ
She didnโt say more. Even recalling it made her stomach turn.
But her few words had already shaken everyone to the core. They thought, โBeatenโfor three full years. How has she even survived?โ
Margaretโs hands trembled as she clutched Athenaโs. โHow could they? How dare they? Youโre the dukeโs daughter! That camp was under your fiancรฉโs commandโhow could anyone there lay a finger on you?โ
Athenaโs smile grew, cold and biting. โBecause someone gave the order.โ
Nicolasโs face turned red with fury. โYou really are useless. You let them beat you like that and didnโt even fight back?โ
Athenaโs voice stayed flat, almost detached. โDo you think a place like that gave me the right to speak, let alone resist? Being quiet and obedient meant fewer beatings. Thatโs the reality.โ
She looked directly at him, that faint smile still on her lips. โIsnโt that what you wanted, Lord Nicolas? For me to behave? To finally be โtaught a lessonโ? Well, Iโve learned it. Iโm quiet now. Isnโt that what makes you happy?โ
Nicolas stared at her in silence.
She was smiling, yesโbut it never reached her eyes. She hadnโt said a single word of accusation, yet the guilt hit him like a knife to the chest.
His expression began to soften, just as he opened his mouth to speakโwhen Willowโs voice suddenly broke in.
โThis is all my fault. Iโm the one who should be blamed. If my body werenโt so weakโif I hadnโt reacted badly to the medicineโAthena never wouldโve been punished.
โI was never meant to belong to this family anyway. Maybeโฆ maybe I should go live in the countryside with my birth parentsโฆโ
She dissolved into sobs, her voice quivering with each breath. Tears streamed freely down her face, as if she were the one who had suffered.
Immediately, Eloise rushed to her side, flustered, gently stroking her back. โThere, donโt cry, darling. Youโll make yourself sick.โ
Nicolas jumped in too, alarmed. โYou know how fragile your health isโwhat are you doing, crying like this? If Iโd known, I never wouldโve let you come. Now look whatโs happened.โ
Then he turned, casting a sharp look at Athena, as if to say, โWhy do you have to show those wounds? Now Grandmother is heartbroken, Willow is in tears, and Mother is riddled with guilt.โ
Before long, everyone in the room was fussing over Willowโoffering her coffee, passing her medicine, soothing her with kind words.
And Athena? She stood there alone, forgotten, as if she were nothing more than a bystander.
But of courseโฆ she wasnโt a bystander. She was the cause. The reason for their guilt, their worry, their pain. The one to blame.