Chapter 386
Fermin had closed his eyes, but at Pamelaโs words, his eyes snapped open, full of anger.
His eyes blazing with fury, Fermin glared at her. โYou refuse? By what right do you dare refuse me?โ His icy tone instantly shattered the warmth that had just filled the air.
Fermin was growing irritated. Heโd spoken to Pamela in a civil tone, yet she dared give him attitude.
โI have no right?โ Pamelaโs voice rose sharply as she turned and sat upright.
Tears welled in Pamelaโs eyes. But seeing Fermin frown with that cold, indifferent look, she couldnโt help but think, โHow can he be so dismissive?โ Her anger flared.
โGet up,โ Pamela snapped, shoving Fermin and yanking the covers off him.
Fermin was utterly furious. He bolted upright and roared, โStop this nonsense, Pamela.โ
Pamela glared at Fermin and shot back, โAm I being unreasonable, or are you the one breaking your vows?โ
Pamelaโs voice dripped with unspeakable disappointment, tears streaming down her cheeks. โHave you forgotten what you swore when you sought my hand?
โYou vowed never to take a concubine, to cherish only me. And now, after mere years, youโre already planning to take a secondary wife?โ
โDid all those solemn vows just go for naught?โ Pamela demanded, her voice trembling with betrayal.
Ferminโs temper flared at the mention of this. Back then, heโd had no political backing whatsoever.
He was politically isolated, with no solid foundation to rely on. Only by marrying Pamela could he secure her fatherโs political backing.
Only women truly took their vows to heart. For men, only grand ambitions mattered. Yet Pamela had actually taken those words to heart.
Fermin thought irritably, โWhy canโt she understand? With my princely status, how could I possibly have only one principal wife? Even if I were willing, the Queen and the King would never consent.โ
Fermin had always thought Pamela should have known better, but to his surprise, she was now using this very matter to give him grief.
โThings are different now, Pamela. Donโt you see how incredibly naive you sound? Iโm a prince of the realmโhow could I possibly have only you as my principal wife? Even commoners have several wives and concubines.
โIf you had borne me a son, we wouldnโt be having this conversation. But three years have passed, and all youโve borne me is Lucky. Do you really think thatโs justifiable?โ
At Ferminโs icy words, Pamelaโs eyes flew wide in shock. Tears fell heavily onto the back of her hand, drop by drop.
Pamela jabbed a finger at Ferminโs nose, her voice raw with pain as she shrieked, โYour Highness, how can you say such a heartless thing? Who knows better than you why Lucky is my only child?โ
Years ago, while pregnant, Pamela went out with Fermin.
Unexpectedly, they were ambushed by assassins. In that perilous moment, Pamela threw herself in front of Fermin, shielding him.
The blade pierced through her abdomen, an inch to either side, and both she and her unborn child would have been dead.
The imperial physician exerted every effort to save both Pamela and her daughter.
Though Pamela survived, her body was permanently damagedโshe could never conceive again.
Chapter 386
This matter was well known throughout the royal family, including the Queen and the King.
Yet now, Fermin was blaming Pamela for her infertility. She couldnโt possibly endure such cruelty.
Pamelaโs bitter reproach struck a nerve, making Fermin flush with shame.
True, she had saved his life, but Fermin thought, โHavenโt I spent all these years making it up to you, Pamela?โ
His household was spotlessโnot a single concubine or maid in sight, and nothing improper or disorderly about his private life. He didnโt even keep a bedmaid to warm his sheets.
โIโve done more than enough,โ Fermin thought to himself.
Seeing Pamela sobbing uncontrollably, Fermin sighed and gently drew her into his embrace. โPamela,โ he said softly, โI am a prince. Without a son, how could I possibly succeed to the throne?โ
Fermin looked at Pamela and said coldly, โEven if I take a secondary wife, it wonโt threaten your standing. Theyโll merely be vessels for providing me with heirs.โ
โGet away from me.โ Pamela cried out, shattered by his words, as she shoved Fermin away.
Fermin was perched precariously on the edge of the bed, completely unprepared for Pamelaโs sudden shove.
Off-balance, Fermin crashed to the floor. Ferminโs head struck the sharp corner of the table, and blood instantly gushed from the wound.
To Pamelaโs shock, her accidental push had injured Fermin.
โYour Highness?โ Pamela gasped in alarm and rushed to Ferminโs side to check his wound, only to feel the back of his headโher hand came away covered in blood.
Pamela was momentarily stunned, while Fermin erupted in rage.
โPamela, have I been too soft on you?โ Fermin snarled, his face twisted with fury. He looked as if he wanted to devour Pamela alive.
Fermin flung his sleeves and stormed out, leaving Pamela rooted to the spot, utterly stunned.
After a long moment, Pamela let out a hollow laugh, but the tears kept falling, unstoppable.
The next day, word of Ferminโs injury quickly reached the Queen.
โSheโs utterly defiant. How dare she strike her husband?โ The Queenโs face turned livid with rage as she roared, โSummon Pamela to the palace at once.โ
Before long, Pamela was ushered into Phoenix Hall.
The moment Pamela appeared, the Queen roared, โBow before me this instant.โ
Pamela bowed deeply, her face ashen and her eyes lifeless, as if she had long since grown accustomed to such humiliation.
For all these years, the Queen had repeatedly used Pamelaโs infertility and failure to produce a male heir as an excuse to torment her.
In the past, out of consideration for Fermin, Pamela always swallowed her grievances in silence.
Pamela dared not defy herโshe was both the Queen and her mother-in-law.
Pamela had always believed Fermin knew she was being wronged and would stand up for her.
But now, Pamela finally understoodโFermin had never truly defended her. Even when he knew the Queen was tormenting her, he never lifted a finger to stop it.
Standing rigidly for hours of copying the bible as punishment, these daily humiliations had become routine for her.
Enough is enough, Pamela thought. No longer would she suffer in silence.
Pamela, recalling all the humiliations sheโd endured, looked at the Queen with a sardonic gaze and said, โYour Majesty, isnโt that why you summoned meโto ask about His Highnessโs injury?โ
The Queen had intended to first assert her authority over Pamela, then offer her a conciliatory gesture.
The Queen knew that her carrot-and-stick approach would always make Pamela yield.
Only then could the matter of arranging a secondary wife for Fermin proceed smoothly, the Queen thought.
Yet to the Queenโs astonishment, Pamela stood her ground with unshakable defiance today.
โHow dare Pamela defy me?โ the Queen thought, her eyes widening in disbelief.
The Queenโs eyes widened in disbelief as she fixed a cold, piercing gaze on Pamela and demanded, โYou injured your husband, yet you act as if nothing happened. Tell me, Pamelaโwho gave you the nerve to behave so brazenly?โ
โYour Majesty, punish me as you see fitโIโll bear it without complaint.โ Pamela straightened her posture, her voice firm and defiant. โBut as for taking a concubine, I will never consent to it.โ
The Queen nearly laughed in disbelief. โYou refuse? By what right do you dare refuse? Just because you hail from the Beren Manor?
โA married daughter is none of your familyโs businessโyou canโt take her back. Know your place, Pamela. As Ferminโs wife, it is your duty to arrange for your husband to take concubines and bear him heirs. How dare you refuse? Are you trying to defy the royal family?โ
With those final words, the Queenโs voice suddenly rose to a commanding pitch.
She intended to use the full weight of her imperial authority to overawe Pamela and force her into submission.
Unexpectedly, Pamela raised her head and met the Queenโs gaze with calm determination. In a steady, deliberate voice, she said, โWhen His Highness asked for my hand, he vowed I would be his only wife.
โIt was for him that I took that sword thrustโthe wound that left me barren.
โNow, Your Majesty, you are using this matter to force my submission. I must beg your pardon, but I cannot comply.
โIn this lifetime, His Highness shall have only me as his wifeโI will never share my husband with another woman.โ