Chapter 18
Athenaโs Snowdrop Wing was quite a distance from Margaretโs quarters. She had to cross a long covered walkway, pass by a pond, and go through an archway before finally reaching the Starling House, where Margaret was.
As she neared the pond, she noticed Willowโs courtyard in the distance, bustling with activity.
Maidservants and young attendants were coming and going, some carrying snacks, others with medicinal herbs. What caught Athenaโs attention the most, however, were the fresh fruits.
She didnโt think much of it at first, but Aliza, gazing longingly in that direction, said, โLord Nicolas really spoils Lady Willow. He even brought her some precious fruits.โ
Athena stopped in her tracks and turned around, her gaze icy as she looked at Aliza. โIf you want to go to the Ivory Grove, just say so. I wonโt stop you. But as long as youโre in the Snowdrop Wing, youโll follow my rules.โ
Aliza paled in fear and immediately bowed. โI didnโt mean to! I was wrong.โ
Though she was speaking in fear, her heart seethed with resentment.
She was a born servant, her father the household butler, and she had worked here since the old Dukeโs time. With her looks and status, she believed she could eventually be taken as a concubine.
But just because of a careless remark, Athena had scolded her so harshly. How could she accept that?
Athena cast her a cold, deliberate look. Aliza felt an icy shiver run down her spine, even with her bowing. She lowered her head even further.
Though Athena allowed her to rise, she had already made up her mind. A disloyal servant was a constant risk.
When they reached the entrance of Starling House, Gwen Denison saw Athena and hurried over to greet her.
She gave a slight bow and addressed Athena respectfully. โLady Athena.โ
โHow is Grandmother?โ Athena asked, her voice softening.
The mention of Margaret brought a smile to Gwen's face without her realizing it.
Gwen noticed it but felt a pang in her heart. Even though Athena was smiling, there was a lingering bitterness in her eyes. Being locked away in the military camp for three yearsโit was the same as being slowly torn apart.
โLady Margaretโs feeling much better today,โ Gwen replied with a note of relief. โShe ate most of a bowl of cereal this morning and even had some bread.โ
A few days ago, Margaret couldnโt even manage half a bowl of cereal. But since Athenaโs remedy, her health had been improving day by day. Today, she even managed to take a short walk outside.
When she entered the room, she saw Margaret sitting on a couch, holding a small box. Upon seeing Athena, Margaret smiled warmly and waved. "Athena, youโre here."
Athena felt a wave of happiness wash over her, and her spirits grew lighter.
Athena walked over, offered her respects, and sat beside her. โMother, how are you feeling?โ
Margaret studied Athena closely, noticing her pale face. Despite the makeup, her exhaustion was still visible.
โWhat happened? Youโve lost even more weight since I last saw you. Are the people here not taking care of you?โ
โNo, itโs just that my body is weak,โ Athena replied with a smile.
Margaret sighed deeply. โYouโve suffered.โ
She handed the small box to Athena. โYouโve just returned to the estate, and thereโs still so much you need to get. But since Iโve been unwell, I donโt know what you might be lacking. Take this money and use it as you see fit.โ
She looked at Athena as though she could never be satisfied.
Athena quickly pulled her hand back. โGrandmother, I donโt need anything.โ
โEveryone needs food and clothing,โ Margaret insisted. โEven though your mother has been taking care of everything for you, I still worry. If you donโt accept this, itโll leave me uneasy.โ
Margaret gently patted the back of Athenaโs hand. โIn this world, no one can be fully relied upon. But money and powerโif you have those in your grasp, no one can ever humiliate you.โ
Athena felt a lump form in her throat, her eyes growing warm.
Margaret looked at her with a deep, affectionate gaze, her voice trembling with emotion.
โMy dear child, Iโve been wanting to ask you for a long time, but I couldnโt bring myself to. Do you still blame me for what happened back then?โ
Athena froze.
โBack then, when your grandfather had just fallen from grace, Willow falsely accused you. The timing was perfect. I knew exactly what was going on, but even though your parents respected me on the surface, they went behind my back and never listened to my advice.โ
There was a deep weariness beneath her aging features.
โBut even if it cost me my own health, I didnโt want you to suffer. When I first went to the palace to petition the queen, I was punished and confined in the estate for three years. Iโve only just been released from confinementโฆโ
Athenaโs heart ached. Margaret had endured so much.
Margaret spoke these words with difficulty, and fatigue once again settled on her face. Athena couldnโt bear to see her like this and urged her to rest.
โGrandmother, please rest. Iโll come to visit again soon.โ
โAlright, go on.โ Margaret gave Athena a soft, warm smile.
As Athena was being escorted out by Gwen, Gwen couldnโt help but speak.
โIโve seen how good Lady Margaret has been to you. When you were sent to that place, Lady Margaret didnโt know until later. She had a huge argument with Lord Henry, and it made her ill. She even went to the palace to plead for you, though the outcome wasโฆโ
Tears began to fall as she spoke, โEven when she could barely take care of herself, Lady Margaret kept worrying about you. Every so often, sheโd send someone with money for youโฆโ
At the mention of money, Athenaโs eyes widened. โMoney?โ
She had never received any.
Gwen looked at Athena in confusion. โHaven't you received it?"
Athena smiled bitterly. Even if money had been sent, it had never reached her hands.
Gwen understood now, but Athena quickly said, โDonโt let Grandmother know about this.โ
โUnderstood, I wonโt say a word.โ
Athena walked back toward her courtyard, still thinking about the money. As she passed by the rock garden, she heard a low murmur from nearby.
โLady Athena is really heartless, forcing Lady Willow to run away from home. You should have seen how pitiful Lady Willow was. Once a young lady, now reduced to nothing. Since Lady Athenaโs return, Lady Willow has been walking on eggshells, yet she still targets herโฆโ