Chapter 12: Forgiveness
โIโm sorry, Iโm sorry!โ Denise had already been crying uncontrollably when Bradley told them what Sierra had gone through in prison. Now, hearing his direct question, she sobbed so hard she could barely breathe.
โI really did go to see my sister. I handed the money to the prison officials and asked them to take good care of her. But then he found meโฆ He said he was out of money and demanded that I give him more!โ
โWhen I refused, he threatened to drag me away to pay off his debts. I was so scaredโฆ I had no choice but to give him the card.โ
โI didnโt dare tell you. I didnโt even dare see Sierra. Iโฆ I didnโt know she would suffer so much.โ
โItโs all my faultโฆ all my faultโฆโ
Denise gasped for breath, her face suddenly going pale before she collapsed.
โDenny!โ Chaos erupted in the Xander household. Some rushed to call for help, others hurried to lift Denise onto the couch, while the rest fretted anxiously.
Upstairs, Sierra stood watching the scene with cold indifference. She had only come out to get a glass of water, but instead, she was met with this performance.
Sean, carrying Denise toward her room, glanced at Sierra standing at the top of the stairs. His voice was full of impatience. โMove, donโt block the way!โ
Sierra remained motionless, looking down at him without a hint of emotion. She felt nothing. Not sadness, not angerโjust a deep, bone-deep exhaustion. Feeling anything for them was a waste of time.
The family doctor arrived quickly. Since he had always been in charge of Deniseโs health, he was familiar with her condition. It wasnโt long before she regained consciousness. But even awake, she didnโt stop crying. She struggled to sit up.
โDonโt move, Denny. You need to rest,โ Evan said disapprovingly.
โNo, Evan, I have to apologize to Sierra. I wronged her,โ Denise insisted, trying to get out of bed.
Sean quickly intervened. โDenny, stop moving around. Iโll go get Sierra for you, okay?โ With that, he turned and headed toward Sierraโs room.
Sierra had just finished her shower and was about to go to bed. She was exhausted. The entire day had drained her, but her meeting with Shane had been the worst of all.
Just as she was about to turn off the lights, a loud knock echoed through the room. She ignored it at first, but the knocking grew more persistent, as if the person outside would keep banging forever if she didnโt open the door.
Sierra sighed and opened it. Sean stood there, irritation clear on his face. โWhat took you so long?โ
โHurry up. Denny wants to see you.โ He turned and started walking, assuming she would follow. After a few steps, he realized there were no footsteps behind him. Turning back, he saw Sierra still standing in the doorway.
His temper flared. โDid you not hear me? Denny wants to see you!โ
Sierra let out a soft scoff. โSo?โ Denise wanted to see her. And that meant she was supposed to rush over like a loyal servant, waiting for Denise to forgive her?
Sean was stunned. He had been so used to the old Sierraโthe one who always followed them around like a lost puppy, the one who bent over backward to please them. He almost snapped at her, but then he remembered what Bradley had told him earlier.
A little uncomfortable, he muttered, โI know youโve been through a lot, but itโs not like Denny did it on purpose. She even passed out from crying, you know?โ
Sierra knew their bias ran deep. But she hadnโt expected it to be this deep. Denise had fainted, and suddenly, the whole family was ready to move mountains for her. Did they know how many times she had hovered on the brink of death? Did they know how she had been beaten, humiliated, and treated like an animal?
Sean had been about to add, โSheโs your sister. Donโt you care about her at all?โ But when he looked into Sierraโs cold, lifeless eyes, the words stuck in his throat.
At that moment, Denise suddenly pushed past Eleanor and Evan, running toward Sierra. Then, to everyoneโs shock, she dropped to her knees.
โForgive me, Sierra! Itโs all my fault!โ
โYou can hit me! Do whatever you want! I just want you to forgive me!โ
Sierra stared down at Denise, her face emotionless, her gaze as cold as ice.
Sean was the first to lose patience. โItโs not like Denny wanted this to happen! It was that gambler of a father who caused this! Donโt act like sheโs the villain here!โ
Bradley also chimed in. โSierra, we shouldโve handled this better. If I had known, I wouldโve taken care of it myself. I was just too busy at the time.โ
Eleanor, teary-eyed, added, โSierra, donโt blame Denny. Blame me. I should have gone to see youโฆ but I was scared. I didnโt want to see you cry. If I had gone, I wouldnโt have let you suffer like this.โ
Evan frowned. โDenny is already on her knees. How long do you plan to hold a grudge?โ
The room was filled with their voices. Endless excuses. Endless justifications. Sierraโs headache pounded. The noiseโso much noise. It felt like she was back in that dark place again. The mocking laughter of the other prisoners. The whispers. They had family who came to see them. She had no one. Three years. Not a single visitor.
The pressure in her skull was unbearable, and the Xander family wouldnโt stop talking. Finally, she couldnโt take it anymore.
โEnough!โ Her sudden outburst silenced everyone, including Denise, who had been on the verge of passing out again. Sierraโs gaze swept over them before landing on Denise.
โYou want my forgiveness? Youโll do anything?โ
Denise flinched but nodded hesitantly. โYesโฆ Sierra, Iโll do whatever you say. Just forgive me.โ
โAlright,โ Sierra said calmly. โGo buy some snakes. Sleep with them for a night.โ
The room fell into stunned silence. Denise shrieked in horror. Bradley and Sean both exploded at once.
โAre you insane? Stop scaring Denny!โ
Sierraโs lips curled into a cold smile. โScaring her? No. Thatโs just what I went through every day in there.โ
The anger in the room died instantly. Everyone stared at her in shock, unable to respond. Sierraโs head throbbed violently. She had no energy left to deal with them.
Her voice was flat. โStop bothering me.โ Her gaze settled on Denise. โEspecially you.โ
Denise couldnโt even meet her eyes. Sierra turned and shut the door behind her. For a long moment, the Xander family stood frozen in place.
Eleanorโs voice trembled. โWhatโฆ what did she mean? What really happened to her in there?โ
Bradley clenched his jaw, his expression dark. He didnโt want to believe it. But there was only one way to find out.
โIโm going to the prison tomorrow.โ