Chapter 292
Princess Aekeira
At midnight, long after Emeriel had fallen asleep, Aekeira lay awake, staring at the ceiling. Her thoughts were restless, circling back to himโthe bruises she had noticed days ago, the tension in his posture, the pain in his eyes. Sleep was impossible.
Giving up, she rose quietly from the bed and slipped into the dark hallway. Taking a long, silent walk through the corridors, she made her way to the other side of the royal residence. She hesitated before knocking; her nerves were suddenly frayed.
โGo away,โ a growly voice barked from within.
She knocked again.
โYaz, I swear I will have you beheaded if you donโt send whoeverโs out there on their way!โ he snapped dangerously.
โItโs me, Your Highness,โ she faltered, her voice quieter than sheโd intended. โAekeirโโ
The door swung open so fast she stumbled back. Grand Lord Vladya filled the doorway. His usually well-styled black hair was disheveled. The wild, unfocused look in his gray eyes told her everything she needed to know: a feral episode.
โNow is a bad time,โ he warned her.
โIโm not leaving him like this,โ Aekeira stepped inside. โHow long has it been? When did it start?โ
โAckeiraโฆโ
โPlease donโt push me away,โ she moved closer. โI wish to be here. Let me be here.โ
โIt might get bad. Very bad.โ
Aekeiraโs heart sank. It had gotten bad a week ago; things had spiraled out of control, and she had blamed him, taking her hurt out on him, even when it wasnโt his fault.
โI wish to apologize forโwait, these bruisesโฆโ she noted the deep discoloration around his jaw and forearms. โThey are fresh. Did you fight again in court?โ
โJust a few rough tumbles during the royal hunt,โ he muttered. โItโs nothing.โ
โThey donโt look like nothing.โ Changing the subject, she looked up at him. โI am deeply sorry for what happened. I was mad at myself, mad at how helpless I felt. I shouldnโt have taken it out on you.โ
โThereโs no reason to apologize,โ he said, shaking his head. โSeeing the condition Emeriel was inโฆ. I understandโโ His eyes flashed yellow, and his hand shot out, gripping her neck.
โHuman scum,โ he growled in an angry, deadly tone.
Aekeiraโs breath seized as his grip tightened, cutting off her air. Her hands went to his wrist, but she didnโt fight him. She had learned long ago that panicking only made things worse.
As quickly as it began, he released her as though she had bitten him, stepping back so fast he nearly lost his balance.
โโฆI apologize, Aekeira. Just leave. Tonightโsโฆ tonightโs bad. I do not want you to get hurt.โ
Aekeira inhaled deeply, steadying her breath and her pounding heart. โIโm not going anywhere,โ she informed him. โSo you may as well stop trying to push me away.โ
He shook his head again, hands balled into fists. โItโs too dangerousโโ
โPlease, let me help you, my lord,โ she whispered, pleading.
Before he could protest, she pressed on. โIt only gets this bad when you suppress your instincts for too long, and when you havenโt been sleeping well. When was the last time you fed?โ
โIโm not touching Merilyn in this state. And sleepโฆโ He barked a bitter laugh. โSleep is hard to come by when there are so many voices in your head giving you pointers on how to commit a mass massacre and bathe in their damn blood.โ
Aekeira wanted to embrace him, to pull him into her arms and take some of that pain away. But if there was one thing his past episodes had taught her, it was to be cautious in moments like this.
โMay I hug you, my lord?โ she asked gently, opening her arms to him.
For a moment, he was rigid, his gray eyes wild. But slowly, the tension began to drain from him. Without another word, he stepped stiffly into her embrace, lowering his head to rest against her shoulder.
Relief washed over Aekeira. She held him close, her arms tightening around him. Light-gods, how she had missed this man. Suddenly, everything felt alright in Aekeiraโs world again.
GRAND LORD VLADYA
Kill, kill, kill!
Kill them allโฆ!
Closing his eyes, Vladya forced himself to focus on her touch, grounding himself in her soft arms. His beast prowled restlessly within him like a confined wild animal, clawing at his insides, desperate to be let out, craving destruction, hungry for havoc.
โI will run you a bath,โ Aekeiraโs soft voice penetrated his chaotic mind. โAlso, I will send Yaz to fetch some ointment for the bruises and a potion to help reduce the headacheโit may help you relax enough to get some sleep, is that okay?โ
How did she always know of the headache pounding behind his eyes like his skull was being split in two? But of course she did. She was Aekeira, always attentive, watching him with those perceptive brown eyes that saw straight through him.
โAlright,โ he said, his voice rough.
She pulled back slightly, taking his much larger hand in her smaller one, and leading him toward the bed. โPlease, lie down.โ
She steadied him as he sank onto the mattress. His vision swam, fading in and out, but he could still make out her movements. Walking to the door, she opened it briefly to speak to someoneโlikely Yazโbefore closing it again. Then she moved to the large tub that had been brought in earlier, one he had been too busy holding onto his clanging head to use.
Vladyaโs unfocused gaze tracked her every move. Rolling up her sleeves, she uncorked a bottle of fragrant oil, pouring it carefully into the steaming water. Stirring the bath with her hand, she spread the soothing scent through the air.
A calm came over him, the kind he hadnโt felt in a while. The pounding voices in his head began to lower their volume, fading from deafening screams to murmurs. They were still there, but quieter now, easier to ignore. It was the most peace heโd had in over a week. Between Daemonikaiโs downward spiral, the court tensions, and his strained relationship with Aekeira, it was safe to say his mind had been in chaos. But now, as he watched her again, right here in his space, the scent of her in his territory, the storm inside him began to settle.
โYour bath is ready, my lord,โ she said, standing in front of him now.
His eyes snapped open, startled. He had actually drifted off?
โI slept?โ he asked, just to be clear.
โYou did,โ a hint of a smile touched her lips. โBut only for a few moments.โ
He exhaled a slow breath. โI havenโt had a decent sleep in a long while.โ
Eyes soft, she leaned in closer, her voice tender. โWell, letโs get you ready for one now.โ
Taking his hand again, she guided him to the edge of the tub. Vladya followed without protest, allowing her to help him undress. The heat of the water enveloped him as he sank into it, his shoulders dipping beneath the surface. He let out a low, relieved sigh.
Kneeling beside the tub, Aekeira reached for a clean cloth, dipping it into the water before wringing it out. She pressed the damp cloth to his neck, wiping gently. Vladya relaxed further with every touch.