Chapter 195
โBut they are of marriageable age,โ another protested. โWell past it, actually. If they will not serve in the traditional ways, then they should at least marry. They could bring happiness to some of our malesโโ
โI will not condone this discussion in my court again,โ the king hissed, his patience visibly thinning. โI am the king, and I make these decisions. Until I devise a solution, no one is to bring up this conversation about the princesses ever again. Do I make myself clear?โ
They straightened immediately, bowing deeply. โYes, Your Highness,โ voices rose in unison.
Aekeira released a slow breath. It would be brought up again, she knew. If not tomorrow, then in six months, yet again. Because everyone truly was talking about it.
Since returning to Navia, Aekeira had been reminded of the curse that plagued humans: scarcity of females. The way some eyed them, hungry for more women, constantly reminded her of how much they wanted her and Emeriel in brothels or breeding houses. And yet, she couldnโt believe how safe they had been since their return, thanks to King Orestus.
The same king who had once pawned them off to the highest bidder now stood as their biggest protector. Ironic, really. He had provided them with serious bodyguards, ensuring no harm came to them. Aekeiraโs heart alternated between gratitude and suspicion.
There had to be a catch, a motive. Men like King Orestus did not change overnight. The problem was, she had no idea what his motive could be.
Her greatest worry upon their return had been Emerielโs punishment for her years of deceit. Yet, two years later, King Orestus never once brought it upโnot publicly, not privately. He treated them both as if the magnitude of Emeriel's transformation hadn't occurred.
The kingdom, however, was in tumult; the court and city were in uproar. And for two years, King Orestus turned a blind eye. Even his son, the crowned prince, had taken notice, developing a strong interest in Emerielโs gender revelation. Not only had he confessed his feelings for her, but he had also relentlessly pursued her, using charm to mask an iron-willed determination that, at times, unsettled Aekeira.
Was this why King Orestus protected them so fiercely? Did he want Emeriel for his son? But that theory quickly fell apart when the king discovered his sonโs courtship. He erupted in a fit of rage and forbade Prince Daviel from approaching either Emeriel or Aekeira. As though they were more precious than his favorite son.
Or, perhaps, they carried some deadly, contagious disease. Aekeira was more inclined to believe the latter. King Orestusโs protectiveness seemed less like doting care and more like the calculated caution of a man harboring secrets. But what could it be? What was driving him to shield them so fiercely?
Not that Daviel had taken his fatherโs command to heart. If anything, his pursuit had tripled, only now more discreetly. He slipped through shadows and around corners to find moments with Emeriel.
Her mind returned to the present. How long before the people defied and rebelled because โthey were not fulfilling their roles in societyโ? It worried Aekeira more than she cared to admit.
Sliding the needle through the linen, Aekeira pulled carefully until the thread emerged. Embroidering had always been her peace, a calming ritual that helped steady her thoughts. After a long day tending the gardens, she needed this quiet moment to work on the needlework sheโd been piecing together for weeks.
How was he? Is he doing alright? Her hand stilled. A familiar crash of longing threatened to overwhelm her. Deep breaths. She closed her eyes, fighting to steady herself.
โAre you alright, my princess?โ
Aekeira blinked, clearing the blur of unshed tears. Otto stood before her, gazing at her with worry. โIโm fine,โ Aekeira forced a smile.
Otto had cared for them as children, serving their mother. After their parentsโ deaths, he was dismissed, leaving Aekeira and Emeriel to fend for themselves. King Orestus had never provided them with servants, guards, or much of anything. It was surprising, then, that upon their return, the king not only reinstated Otto but also assigned them bodyguards.
โAre you sure?โ Otto pressed. โYes,โ Aekeira took a shuddering breath. โYes, Iโm fine. Worry not, Otto. Itโs nothing.โ
He still looked skeptical, his eyes searching hers. His concern was genuine, a kindness that made Aekeira ache for simpler times. Unlike King Orestus, whose motives were a mystery, Ottoโs care was real. He had been there the night they were born, tending to their mother in a hidden underground room. Since their return, he had become their protector, always fretting over them, especially since they refused to speak of Urai.
โReally, Iโm fine,โ Aekeira reassured him.
โYour sister hasnโt been in her chamber all day,โ Otto shifted uncomfortably. โThe hunting party returned an hour ago, but she hasnโt been seen since.โ
Case in point. Aekeira sighed, placing her needlework on the table before standing. She hadnโt seen Emeriel since her abrupt dismissal from court. โIโll go find her.โ
After searching everywhere else, Aekeira finally found Emeriel in Prince Davielโs gardenโher last resort. Emeriel usually avoided that place. Hands crossed, her sister stood motionless before the meadows, watching the stars. The night was beautiful, but Aekeira knew it was never truly safe.
Stepping beside Emeriel, Aekeira turned her eyes to the sky. โWe are not being married off,โ she said, breaking the silence. โOrestus put a stop to it. Iโd say weโre safe for another six months, Em.โ
โDonโt call me that,โ Emeriel mumbled, her gaze fixed on the stars.
Aekeira ignored that. Her eyes followed her sisterโs gaze, but her thoughts were elsewhere. โDo you think they are alright?โ
Emeriel didnโt pretend not to understand. She remained silent.
โI canโt help it sometimes,โ Aekeira admitted. โHas he gone feral? Is he doing better? Has the darkness consumed him? Does he think of me?โ
The longing rose again, a forceful tide threatening to sweep her away. She fought to keep it from spilling into her words. โSometimes, I fight for hours not to think of him.โ
โWhy are we talking about them?โ Emeriel asked coolly. โWe agreed not to.โ
โMaybe itโs time we did.โ
โI donโt think so,โ her sister stated firmly, her face devoid of emotion. โItโs best not to.โ
They never did, not anymore.