Chapter 202
The battlefield is chaotic, twisting, filled with shadows running around us, their weird motions somehow uniform, as if dancing to some unheard command. My heart pounds fast as I let loose another burst of energy into the chaos. The earth shakes under the force of my attack.
But itโs not enough.
The pack fights valiantly, their strength and resolve evident in every swing of a blade, and every clash of claws. Yet I can feel their doubt, their hesitation.
โSheโs too unstable,โ a voice whispers behind me.
โWeโre following someone who could lose herself at any moment,โ another mutters.
I clench my fists, the whispers cutting deeper than any blade.
โWe donโt have time for this,โ Piper snaps, her tone razor-sharp. Standing beside Warrick, she stares hot daggers at the doubters. โAuroraโs the only reason weโre still alive. If you canโt see that, youโre blind.โ
โAnd what if she loses control?โ a wolf responds, lacing his tone with a thread of fear. โWhat happens then?โ
โIโll tell you what happens,โ Dane says, pushing to the front, his solid form and thick voice. โShe saves us. Because thatโs what sheโs always done.โ
The pack quiets, turning to look at both Dane and me.
โEnough,โ I say, a firmness in my voice. โWe donโt have the luxury of doubt. If we donโt stand together, we wonโt stand at all.โ
The battle thickens, and the forces of the Nameless suddenly change and start pressing in harder. Weโre holding our own, yet it feels like barely. Each step forward becomes resistance, every victory overshadowed by another onrushing wave of the enemy.
โTheyโre endless,โ Warrick mutters, breathing quickly.
โNo,โ Dane says, gaze fixed on the horizon. โTheyโre not endless. Theyโre anchored.โ
โWhatโs that supposed to mean?โ I ask him, turning.
Dane nods toward the shadows, his eyes narrowing. โThe Namelessโs power isnโt infinite. Heโs drawing it from somewhere, a focus point, an anchor.โ
โThen we destroy it,โ Piper says, determination hardening her voice.
โItโs not that simple,โ Warrick counters, his tone sad. โIf we destroy the anchor, itโll trigger a surge of energy, a backlash that could kill whoeverโs near it.โ
A heavy silence falls over us, the weight of the revelation sinking in.
โSomeoneโs got to get close enough to destroy it,โ I say, trying to sound steady, but inside my mind is racing. โBut they wonโt make it out in time.โ
โThen who do we send?โ Piper asks, her voice barely above a whisper.
We all but huddle together, lost in the impossibility of it. Fighting continues to rage around us, the clash of steel, cries of wounded, a reminder of what was at stake.
โIโll go,โ Warrick says suddenly, his tone resigned.
โNo,โ I snap, my heart clenched. โWeโll find another way.โ
โThere is no other way,โ he says, his eyes locking with mine. โYou know that as well as I do.โ
I could not entertain the notion of anyone being taken away, or sent to their death. Before I can continue arguing, however, a commotion diverts our attention.
On the other side of the battlefield, someone marches purposefully towards the anchor. The air crackles around him, the shadows seeming to recoil in fear.
โWho is that?โ Piper asks, her voice full of wonder and confusion.
A figure spins briefly, his face shining for a moment by the flickering light of the battlefield. It looks familiar but I canโt pinpoint where or who it is.
โTrajan?!โ I call out, my voice breaking.
He stops halfway, not enough for me to see his face, and turns, his face composed, almost serene.
โConsider this my little sacrifice,โ he calls out above the chaos of the battle.
And with that, before any of us can even move to stop him, he steps into the heart of the enemyโs forces, unwavering.
โWho are you, please no, no!โ Dane screams, his voice hoarse from desperation.
But itโs too late. He was sucked into the dark; with every step farther he takes, the anchorโs ominous glow weakens.
This quietens the pack to dumbfounded silence, all the weight of what the person said heavy upon the atmosphere.
โHe knew,โ Piper says, in a mere whisper. โHe knew what he was doing.โ
I can feel my chest tightening, unable to wrap my head around this one thing. Whosoever it is, his sacrifice โ itโs too much.
โWe need to move,โ Dane says, his voice cutting through the haze of shock. โIf this works, the Namelessโs forces will weaken, but weโll only have a small window to strike.โ
I nod, forcing myself to focus. โLetโs finish this.โ
โBut who could that be?โ
โConsider this my little sacrifice,โ the voice says, disappearing into the darkness.
The pendant replayed the figureโs face for me like a vision and the figure fully turned to me then, and I saw his face illuminated in the soft glow of the anchorโs malevolent energy.
Itโs Holden.
I am paralyzed, my breath choked in my throat. His dark eyesโฆ those always weighted with secrets and with guiltโฆ are shining with something foreign to meโฆ peace.
โHolden, no!โ I scream.
The pack surrounding us has stood silent and aghast as Holden pushes forward relentlessly, his body stark against bedlam. Blurring shadows make desperate attempts at clutching air for him yet he presses ahead, sure-footed and untouchable.
โWhy would he do that?โ Piper is muttering over the chaos of this battle.
โBecause he wants to make it right,โ Dane says back, his tone somber.
I shake my head, and my heart drums against my chest.
โHe doesnโt need to do this. Thereโs supposed to be some other way!โ
But itโs well.
As he reaches the anchor, a rough pulse of dark energy, the earth stirs beneath his feet. The shades grow wild, tree branches desperately, but he doesnโt give in.
โHolden!โ I shriek againโฆ the sting of tears burning my eyes. โYou donโt have to prove anything. Come back!โ
He turns once more.
โThis is my choice, Aurora,โ he says, steady as stone. โFor my daughter. For the family I failed. For all of you.โ
My throat clenches tight, words somewhere between a sob and a scream.
โTake care of them,โ he says, his eyes locking with mine. โYouโre stronger than you think. Stronger than I ever was.โ
And then he steps forward, directly into the anchorโs aura.
The moment his hand touches the anchor, light explodes in a blinding surge of energy that ripples across the battlefield. Shadows scream and scream, their forms dissolving into nothingness as the anchor begins to collapse.
The backlash is instant. A wave of power bursts from the anchor, shredding everything in its path. Holden is at its center, his body glowed with the light of its destruction.
โHolden!โ I screamed, falling onto my knees as the shockwave threw me back.
When the light fades, the anchor is gone. And so is he.
The battlefield grows still. The Namelessโs forces break, their cohesion shattered as they flee into the night. But victory hangs suspended in the air.
โHeโs gone,โ Piper says, voice shaking. Daneโs hand clamps on my shoulder, anchoring me. โHe made his choice, Aurora. I never knew it was Holden, I thought it was Trajan that is back and with us now but still. We have to honor it by finishing this.โ