Chapter 51
Early the next morning, Natalie was still deep in sleep when her phone started ringing, pulling her awake. She opened her bleary eyes and glanced outside; the sky was already bright. A frown creased her face, her delicate, striking features clouded with irritation. She wondered who could be calling so early. Reaching for her phone, she answered, โHello?โ
โNatalie, itโs me,โ Wendy said.
The moment Natalie recognized Wendyโs voice, she furrowed her brow. โWendy, what do you need?โ
Wendy faltered, a glimmer of pain flickering in her eyes. โNatalie, Iโm your mother. Canโt you even call me โMomโ?โ
Natalie let out a bitter laugh, baffled by Wendyโs nerve. โHave you forgotten? I cut ties with your family. Youโre not my mother, so stop pretending. I donโt have a mother. Besides, what kind of mother stands by and does nothing while her own daughter is taken away?โ She still remembered how Wendy had just watched when Murrayโs guards took her, doing absolutely nothing to intervene.
Wendy felt a twinge of guilt. โNatalie, back then, I thought youโd hurt Mrs. Spencer. I just wanted you to learn a lesson, to be more careful next time. I knew they wouldnโt really hurt you.โ
Hearing this, Natalie felt extremely hurt. โIโve already given up on expecting anything from them; why did I let myself be disappointed again?โ She didnโt need anything half-hearted in her life. With a broader perspective, she saw that many things didnโt even matter to her anymore.
Sitting up, Natalie slid out of bed barefoot, pulled open the pristine white curtains, and looked out at the beautiful garden below, breathing in the fresh morning air. Her mood lifted almost instantly. โWendy, if thatโs all you called to say, Iโll hang up now,โ Natalie said.
โWait, Natalie! Do you have time to meet? Thereโs something I need to discuss with you,โ Wendy quickly replied.
Natalie refused. โIs there any point?โ
Wendy was taken aback by her cold reply. โNatalie, weโre mother and daughter! How can you say something like that? Isnโt it normal for a mother and daughter to meet?โ
Natalie smiled sarcastically. โThen tell me, have you ever treated me like a daughter, even once or just a little bit?โ
โOf course, I have! If you hadnโt done those things, I would never have treated you this way,โ Wendy said. โI really have something important to discuss with you today. I know youโve had a tough time these past few months. We have an old, rundown house in the suburbs; you can stay there for now,โ she added.
Natalie fell silent, doubting her own ears. She had no desire to live in a shabby house in the suburbs. Sheโd rather face the world than put herself in that situation. An old house was beneath her.
โNo thanks. Remember what I told you? In less than six months, you and your family will have nothing. By then, you might just be left with that old, broken place. You should keep it for yourself,โ she shot back.
โNatalie, are you cursing me? Why are you so cruel? Iโm your mother! Iโm offering you a place to stay for your own good; you donโt need to be so sarcastic,โ Wendy said furiously. โOf course, I love Jennifer more because sheโs obedient and understanding. You, on the other hand, always have to be sharp-tongued, hurting me every day. You think it doesnโt hurt me?โ Wendyโs voice was filled with emotion, unable to comprehend why Natalie was so rebellious.
Natalie thought she had already grown numb to the pain, but hearing those words from Wendyโs mouth felt like a knife in her heart. Whether in this life or the last, Wendy had never shown her an ounce of maternal love. She didnโt want such cheap love; she felt it might be her fate never to receive familial affection. From now on, she would love those she cared for and hate those she loathed, leaving kindness and grievances behind.
โWendy, do you have anything else to say? If not, Iโm hanging up,โ Natalie said, not wanting to listen to her ramble on.
โNatalie, are you really this ungrateful?โ Wendyโs blood pressure spiked from frustration. She thought Natalie was being utterly rebellious.
โHuhโฆโ Natalie laughed bitterly. โWhen I was obedient, you called me useless. When I argued back, you said I was ungrateful and didnโt know what was good for me. No matter what I did, it was wrong in your eyes. You, as a mother, pushed your own child into darkness and the abyss. Is that your idea of love? Wendy Simpson, when your suffering reaches its peak in six months, youโll understand how Iโve been living these past few years.โ With that, Natalie hung up the phone.
Natalie took a deep breath, reminding herself not to let anger get to her. She knew she needed to beat the bad mood and conquer herself before she could overcome lifeโs challenges. Life would always leave scars, but she was determined those scars would eventually turn into her greatest strengths.โ
Natalie laughed out loudly, and then headed to the bathroom, feeling her spirits lift after laughing it offโit was surprisingly effective. After washing up, she went downstairs to work out.
An hour later, she finished her workout, took a quick shower, and then came back down for breakfast.
โNatalie, come over! Your favorite, ravioli, is ready!โ her grandfather, Lambert, called out with a grin. Seeing his granddaughter return to her regular routine filled him with joy.
โComing, Grandpa,โ Natalie replied, sitting beside her grandmother, Valerie, and beginning to eat her ravioli.
Lambert beamed at her with a look full of love. โNatalie, seeing you like this, smart and sensibleโI feel so much better.โ
Natalie looked back at him, a fond smile on her face. โGrandpa, sometimes being too sensible is actually a bit sad.โ
โOh, donโt say that. You may not have a young, handsome guy by your side, but at least youโve got brains! Youโre a smart person; why keep forcing yourself to act like a fool?โ Lambert said.
Natalie fell silent. Human nature was just like thatโunable to change reality, unable to forget the past, yet still holding onto a nostalgic heart.
โGrandpa, hurry up and finish your food, or the elders will stop dancing, and your second love will get away,โ she teased.
Hearing this, Lambert quickly finished his last two ravioli, then stood up. โYou girls take your time; Iโm off to chase my second love!โ
Natalie and Valerie couldnโt help but laugh.
After he left, Valerie turned to Natalie. โSo, where should we go today? We donโt get to meet up often, so no work today. Youโre going to have fun with me.โ
Natalie thought about it for a moment. She hadnโt been out much in the past few years, so she wasnโt sure where to go.
โWhere would you like to go, Valerie?โ she asked.
Valerie considered it for a bit. โI heard thereโs a famous hot spring resort nearby. Why donโt we go enjoy the hot springs?โ
Natalie agreed. โAlright, letโs go in a bit.โ
But her mind was elsewhere, and while eating her ravioli, she accidentally bit her tongue. Frustrated, she thought, โEven my tongue is against me today?โ
Valerie noticed her mood and asked softly, โNatalie, you seem a bit down. Whatโs wrong?โ