Chapter 489 You Can Be My Little Brother
โOhโฆโ
Rainโs eyes instantly lost their spark. Even his white hair seemed to droop, showing just how downcast he felt.
Seeing this, Tilda quietly sighed and reached out to gently poke Rain on the head. โDonโt look so disappointed, Rain. If you want, I can treat you like a little brother.
โIf youโre free on any holidayโChristmas, New Yearโs, ThanksgivingโIโd love for you to come over. I could introduce you to my seniors.
โHaha, actually, Iโm the youngest one in my group. If I could have a little brother like you, that would be pretty nice.โ
โRโReally?โ
Rain sounded like he couldnโt believe what he was hearing. He lifted his crimson eyes, which sparkled with stars. There was longing, hesitation, hope, and fear in his gaze. It was as if he was afraid that this rare bit of warmth would turn out to be a dream. He worried that, in the next moment, heโd be left alone again.
He was worried that he would end up like years ago, when his family had driven his loving mother, the only person who ever loved him, to her death. Besides, they also forced him to kill his dearest friend and his own brother.
If a ray of light canโt pierce the darkness, then even that light becomes part of the darkness. Itโs only because we once had something that losing it hurts so much. If thatโs the caseโฆ maybe itโs better never to have made any promises in the first place.
Itโs far less painful to never have something than to lose it after having it. Sensing the emotions hidden in Rainโs eyes, Tilda took a deep breath. She reached out and hugged Rain like a big sister would hug her little brother.
Rain smelled clean and fresh, like the scent of sunlight. There wasnโt a hint of that nauseating scent of blood on him, even though he was the leader of an assassin guild. That was who Rain really was.
โOf course itโs true. I always keep my promises. Have I ever lied to you?
โUnlessโฆ you think Iโm too lame to be your big sister and donโt want me.โ She put on a dramatic pout. โIf thatโs the case, Iโd be heartbroken, Rain.โ
Tilda spoke with a steady, gentle voice. She meant every word. She even threw in a playful joke at the end to lighten the mood.
โNo! Queen, IโIโd love that! As long as you donโt mind having me!โ Afraid Tilda would get the wrong idea, Rain rushed to explain, stumbling over his words. His rare blush made his adorable face almost too cute to handle.
โThatโs perfect! Rain, from now on, youโre officially my little brother! Youโre so cute!โ Tildaโs radiant smile was completely genuine. Her joy warmed Rainโs fragile, cold heart. This wasnโt fake. This warmth was real. It wasnโt a fleeting warmth that would vanish in a blink. This was realโgenuine affection from the girl Rain admired.
For the first time in ages, he no longer felt like a walking corpse, lost in the darkness after his motherโs death. He wasnโt alone anymore. He finally had a real bond with someoneโsomething worth protecting.
Rainโs eyes softened. He melted into Tildaโs warm embrace. His voice rang out, clear and strong. โThatโs a promise, Queenโฆ My sister!โ
Sisterโฆ
Being her little brother sounded just fine. Even if that was all theyโd ever be. As long as he could stay by Tildaโs side, that was enough. He was more than content to stay by the side of the woman who brought meaning and color to his world.
Tildaโs scent made him feel safe and at peace. It felt like a warm bubble wrapping him up, making him never want to leave. He couldnโt bear to let go of this warmth. He would rather stay lost in it for a lifetime, never waking up again.
Let me stay in this extravagant dream foreverโฆ
โI know, Rain. You never once tried to look up my background, even though weโve gotten so close. Youโve always respected our boundaries and kept your promises.
โNow, let me properly introduce myself. Iโm Tilda Jensen. Iโm from Slosa, and Iโm a sophomore at Orica Universityโs School of Computer Science.
โFrom now on, just call me Tilda. Rain, having such an awesome little brother like you is something Iโm proud of!โ Tilda ruffled Rainโs white hair. Yeah. This feeling never gets oldโno matter how many times I do it. I could do this forever and never get tired of it.
โOkay! Tilda, youโre my big sister from now on!โ Rain replied sweetly and obediently. A huge smile broke out across his face.