Chapter 159 Going Back to the Old Tilda
โWhat? Hmmโฆ yeah.โ
Tildaโs words left Una speechless.
Tilda didnโt even look at Clive again.
She just took Una by the arm and walked away.
Clive took a while to snap out of it.
He let out a long sigh.
โHow strange,โ he muttered. โTilda didnโt snap back at me? Seriously, these peopleโs moods changed faster than the weather. Iโm going to lose my mind.โ
โTilda, are you sure youโre not mad?โ Una asked.
โNope. Let him look all he wants. Itโs not like it hurts me. I donโt want to get mad over the Jensons anymore,โ Tilda replied.
Una could tell Tilda seemed different. She wasnโt confused or upset like in the morning. Una reached out to touch Tildaโs forehead, just to check.
โRelax, Una. Iโm fine. Seriously,โ Tilda said.
โSorry, Tilda. I thought you were coming down with something. Iโm just glad youโre okay. Right now, it feels likeโฆ hmmโฆ youโve just leveled up,โ Una said with a smile.
Una thought Tilda looked a lot more mature and confident than before.
โI just found my way back to myself,โ Tilda said. โItโs time to pull myself out of this pit of hate. If I stay stuck like this forever, whatโs the point?โ
What is the point of coming back to life if nothing changes?
If I didnโt let go of the past, how is this life different from before? The path might have changed, but it would end up the same way.
โUna, your dream is to open an esports club, right? Run your own business, play as a pro, and compete all around the world for the S-Championship?โ Tilda said suddenly.
When Tilda brought that up, Una nodded quickly. โYep! But, Tilda, donโt make fun of me. I really mean it!โ
Tilda playfully messed up Unaโs hair. โWhy would I make fun of you? Thatโs an amazing dream! And now, itโs my turn to start over, too.โ
Una was curious. โYouโve never told me your dream. What is it? I donโt think Iโve ever heard it from you."
โItโs a secret. Someday, youโll know,โ Tilda teased.
โUgh, Tilda, youโre so annoying! Now Iโm mad at you,โ Una huffed.
After Clive hung up the phone, Wade found himself wandering out of Hopewell Hospital without really knowing why.
He sat in his Porsche 911 outside, not daring to go in.
So he stayed outside, standing across the street, hiding in the shadows of an alley.
He watched from far away, feeling silly.
Wade knew he looked ridiculous.
If Tilda saw him, sheโd definitely give him a hard time.
But he just couldnโt help it.
He couldnโt let go of his little sister.
Now that he knew where she was, he just had to do something. Even something as silly as standing here, watching her from a distance.
The birthday party had ended.
People started coming out, one after anotherโincluding Tilda.
She didnโt rush to get her car.
Tilda pulled out her phone, probably calling someone. Her face lit up with a big, happy smile.
Wade recognized that smile right away. It was the same smile Tilda used to show only to him.
Now, that smile would never belong to him again.
Sheโd only show that smile to others.
Just thinking about it made Wadeโs chest ache. He felt like a giant invisible hand was squeezing his heart.
Jealousy, regret, even self-loathing. Those bad feelings weighed on him like a ton of bricks.
Before he knew it, Wade started following Tilda.
She was on the phone with Andy.
โTilda! Why are you calling me now? Werenโt you at Unaโs momโs birthday party?โ Andy asked.
โThe partyโs over,โ Tilda said. โAndy, I need a favor. Can you help me find any programming jobs in Cetherland that nobody else can solve?โ
After thinking it over, Tilda decided it was time to get back to what she was best at.
She knew Andy was well-connected. Some secret research group in Cetherland used to ask him to post mysterious jobs on the dark web.
Most of those jobs were about Cetherlandโs future.
After all, the dark web is full of talented people. Sometimes, thatโs the only way to fix urgent problems.
Of course, the dark web is a mixed bag.
People could only contact Andy. He acted as the go-between, posting jobs that needed someone tough and smart.
Most jobs were long and tough, paid peanuts, and were always ignored.
Only the old Tildaโwhenever she had time, she would take on these jobs through Andy. She became friendly with Cetherlandโs underground organizations through those jobs.
Later, to find her family, Tilda had given up a lotโsheโd even forgotten her dream.
Blair claimed her; DNA tests proved she was a Jenson. After everything that happened, Tilda lost herself.
Now, she wanted her old self back.
โWhy are you suddenly bringing this up?โ Andy asked.
โAndy, do you remember when we first met? You saw my profile. And you told me I was too naive and beyond saving?โ Tilda said.
โOh, I remember,โ Andy replied, with a crooked smile.
โYou called yourself a hacker on the dark web, but you always insisted youโd never threaten national security. You said youโd never turn against regular people, never hurt anyone innocent, and never work for the bad guys.โ