Edward lowered his gaze to his fingers, his mood turning somber. โSome people look free on the outside, but theyโve already drawn invisible cages around themselves. No matter what, they canโt step out of that circle.โ
โIf you want the crown, you have to carry its weight. Thatโs just how it goes,โ I said, knowing exactly what he meant. He was born into privilege, but that means living by the familyโs rules, no matter what.
โIf you want the crown, you have to carry its weight?โ Edward stared at me, a little dazed, like heโd never heard it beforeโbut it just clicked for him.
I nodded. โThatโs just how it isโwhat goes around comes around. You get something, you pay the price. Thatโs only fair.โ
Edwardโs eyes lit up, and he let out a soft laugh, glancing down. โNo oneโs ever talked to me like this before. What you said really makes me reflectโand helps me see things more clearly.โ
I gave a sheepish smile. โMaybe most people wouldnโt dare to say it out loud. Iโm just saying whatever comes to mind.โ
Edward lowered his voice, almost whispering. โI like how you just say whateverโs on your mind.โ
My heart started pounding, and it felt like a feather was brushing right over itโtingly and almost electric.
I must be losing my mind. I shouldโve shoved Edward away, kept him at armโs length, but my heart just wouldnโt listen.
โAm I turning into a player?โ I wondered, a mix of confusion and guilt swirling inside me.
Edward noticed the blank look on my face and how I was just staring at him. He waved his hand in front of me. โHey, whatโs up? Why are you looking at me like that? Sorry, did I say something I shouldnโt have?โ
โDonโt apologize,โ I said, my head finally clearing as I turned to look out the window. โEdward, last time you told me not to get involved with you. Maybe you were right after all.โ
Edwardโs breath caught, and I could see the tension in his face as he realized I was serious.
I twisted my fingers together, a self-mocking smile on my lips. โNo matter how much we mess around, no matter how strong our connection is, thereโs just no way you and I could ever be together.โ
โBecause of Ryanโฆโ Edward said, his voice tinged with pain.
โYeah,โ I nodded. โI went through something unforgettable with him. Iโm sorryโplease forgive meโฆโ
โWeโre almost at the stables,โ Edward suddenly interrupted, nodding toward the brightly lit area up ahead.
I started to say something else, but the words just vanishedโmy mind went totally blank.
The black Rolls-Royceโs headlights sliced through the night as we pulled up in front of a castle-like building.
The door swung open, and Edward stepped out, turning to offer me his hand. โCome on, letโs go take a look inside.โ
I took a deep breath, but I didnโt take his hand. He looked a little disappointed, but he still led me inside the castle.
Crystal chandeliers glittered overhead like a galaxy of stars. The moment we walked into the hall, my eyes landed on a gigantic horse statueโsolid silver from head to hoof, gleaming under the lights. It was absolutely jaw-dropping.
Beside it, a white display case showed off rows and rows of trophies, each one seriously awe-inspiring.
Iโd never seen anything like this in my life. For a second, it felt like Iโd wandered right into a dream world.
Edwardโs gaze never left me, a soft, almost tender smile playing on his lips.
I reached out and gently touched it, noticing a cleverly designed spinning sphere nearby, slowly rotating on its own.
Something about it was so novel that I couldnโt help but smile. When I turned, I met Edwardโs gaze head-on.
He gazed at me with that soft, almost doting lookโlike in his eyes, I was the real masterpiece here.
That stare made my cheeks burn, and I ducked away from his gaze, practically scurrying ahead to escape.
But after only a few steps, I started to feel lostโthe hallway ahead looked almost like a cathedral, with stained glass overhead, every panel carved and painted in vibrant colors. Under the lights, those images seemed to come alive, and for a moment, I was so awestruck I didnโt dare go any further.
โCome on, let me show you Whirlwind,โ Edward said, suddenly reaching for my hand. This time, instead of just grabbing my wrist, he intertwined his fingers with mine, holding me close.