Lennoxโs POV
I followed the maid into Anitaโs chambers, finding a healer already attending to her. Confused, I moved closer, only to realize Anita seemed unconsciousโwhich was strange. Just a few minutes ago, she was fineโฆ having breakfast with us. So, what the hell happened all of a sudden?
The door pushed open, and my brothers walked in, both sharing the same look of confusion.
โWhat happened?โ Louis asked as he approached Anitaโs side.
The healer didnโt respond. Instead, she kept chanting incantations we couldnโt understand. My brothers and I exchanged confused glances but said nothing, choosing to let her work in silence.
After a long moment filled with murmured incantations, the healer finally stopped and turned to face us.
โGreetings, Alphas,โ she greeted respectfully, bowing her head.
โWhat is wrong with her?โ Levi asked immediately.
The healer bowed her head once more before rising to speak.
โShe is suffering from an imbalance in her blood,โ the healer said calmly, her tone heavy with concern. โA rare condition, one that weakens her body and drains her strength. Itโs why she fainted.โ
โIs it fatal?โ Levi asked quickly, his eyes darting to Anitaโs still form on the bed.
โNo, Alpha,โ the healer reassured us. โIt has a cure. Through regular incantations, herbs, and healing rituals, she will fully recover. But it will take time. If she follows the regimen precisely, she should be completely healed within two months.โ
A collective breath of relief passed between us, but the healer wasnโt finished.
โShe needs restโฆ loveโฆ and attention,โ the healer added, her eyes flicking between us with something akin to judgment. โHer condition was worsened not only by the imbalance in her bloodโbut by emotional neglect.โ
My frown deepened.
โWhat do you mean?โ I asked carefully, though a part of me already knew where this was going.
โShe lost a child just weeks ago,โ the healer said softly. โA baby that was growing inside her. A life. And yetโฆ she grieved alone. None of you came to her. None comforted her.โ
The room went still. Louis shifted uncomfortably, and Leviโs expression hardened, guilt settling into his features. I stayed quiet, staring at Anita.
โShe bled for hours in her chamber,โ the healer continued. โSilently. In pain. In sorrow. And no one cared enough to ask what was wrong. Not one of you Alphas.โ
I clenched my fists. Not out of defensivenessโbut because she was right. All of us had been so preoccupied with Olivia. None of us had thought of Anitaโs suffering.
โShe is your concubine,โ the healer said firmly. โNot your wife, yesโbut still a woman who has your marks.โ
โEnough,โ I growled quietly, more to myself than to her. The shame was already cutting deep. The healer bowed her head respectfully but continued.
โShe needs care. From now on, you must show that she matters,โ she spoke softly.
I nodded, jaw tight. โShe will have everything she needs,โ I said.
The healer nodded. โLet her rest. Sheโs exhausted. Iโll return in the evening with the herbs and to begin the first full Incantation. Until then, do not upset her.โ
As she left the room, I stepped closer to Anita. I didnโt even know what to feel. Maybe I felt guilty. Maybe I felt terrible. Anita didnโt just lose a childโwe all did. And none of us mourned that pup. I didnโt even think about it the way I should have.
Louis moved beside me.
โWe messed up,โ he said simply.
I didnโt respond. Because he was right.
A few months back, we thought we loved Anita. We wanted her. Hell, we were practically competing for who sheโd love more. But then everything changed the moment we realized Olivia was our mate. The woman we once despised turned out to be fated for usโand that shattered everything we had with Anita. Weโd been so caught up in Olivia and her problems that we completely neglected Anita.
โShe shouldnโt be aloneโฆ we should be taking turns spending time with her at least,โ Louis said.
โIโll stay with her,โ Levi offered. โShe needs to wake up to someone by her side.โ
Louis looked at him for a moment, then gave a short nod. โWeโll rotate. Iโll come after you tonight. Then Lennox in the morning.โ
I didnโt argue. I turned toward the door. โIโll tell the kitchen to send something up in case she wakes hungry,โ I said, and then left the room.
In the hallway, I stopped a staff member and asked her to prepare a meal for Anita. Then, I headed back to my room. Sitting on the edge of the bed, my thoughts driftedโstraight to Olivia and the heated moment weโd just shared.
I hated it. I hated how much I loved it. I loved slamming my lips against hers. I loved hearing her moans. Fuck, I loved the feel of my fingers inside her. And when she moaned my name? It was everything.
โFuck!โ I growled, covering my face with my palm.
This was a woman who destroyed meโฆ she hurt me. How could I be thinking of her this way? My wolf stirred. โPerhaps you should have a talk with herโฆ ask her why she hurt you,โ my wolf suggested.
I dropped my hands from my face and stared blankly at the floor, jaw tight.
โNo,โ I muttered out loud. There was nothing to talk about. I didnโt need answers. I didnโt need her justifications. I didnโt need the pain to be dragged back to the surface all over again.
โShe hurt me,โ I whispered bitterly. โShe broke me. Destroyed me. And nowโฆ now she walks around like nothing happened.โ
I ran a hand through my hair and stood abruptly, pacing across the room like a caged animal. The memory of her moaning my name echoed again in my head, her fingers digging into my back, her soft whimpersโdamn it. My body ached just thinking about it, but my chest burned with pain.
I wasnโt supposed to want her. Not anymore.
โI have nothing to discuss with Olivia,โ I said harshly, speaking more to myself than anyone else. โI donโt want her explanations. I donโt want her guilt or apologies or whatever the fuck she has to say. I donโt want to open old wounds.โ
My wolf was quiet, but I felt him silently judgingโor maybe understanding.
I continued, โOlivia nearly made me hate my brothers. She almost destroyed my bond with them. I couldโve seen them as enemies if I wasnโt smart. Fuck! Olivia was a bitch.โ
My wolf stirred but said nothing.
โIโll focus on Anita,โ I said aloud, grounding myself. โI once desired her. I wanted her. It wonโt be hard to want her again.โ
A mind link interrupted my thoughts.
โAlpha, Luma Olivia just left the mansion. She says sheโs going into the woods to shift. Should we follow her?โ a guard at the gate asked through the mind link.
I frowned, rising to my feet immediately. โDonโt,โ I said, already heading for the door. No need for the guards to follow her. Not when I could do it myselfโand catch her red-handed. Maybe she was sneaking off to meet her lover. And God help them if I catch them together because if I doโฆ