Oliviaโs POV
I tried to focus on my training with Jerek, but todayโฆ today was different. Every time I glanced across the field, my eyes inevitably landed on Levi. He was sparring with Anita. No, they werenโt sparringโthey were more like flirting, as if they were the only two people in the world. They were laughing, and that sick feeling twisted in my stomach, even though I tried to ignore it. I tried so hard to pretend it didnโt bother me, but it did.
I bit my lip, trying to concentrate on Jerekโs instructions, but the image of Anitaโs hands on Levi and the way they exchanged those looksโฆ I couldnโt shake it. The jealousy was eating me up, and it made me sick to my stomach.
And then, suddenly, a memory came rushing backโone I hadnโt thought about in years. I was thirteen, barely old enough to understand the complex emotions I was feeling, but that didnโt stop it. I had seen Levi with a girl. They were talking and laughing, and he was smiling at her in that way that made my heart skip, that same smile I thought was only for me. I couldnโt stand it. I couldnโt stand the way she looked at him, the way he laughed with her, the way she made him smile like that.
I remember running away from them, feeling a tight knot of jealousy twist in my chest. I didnโt understand it then, didnโt know what to do with it, so I ranโjust ran, as far as my legs would take me.
But Levi noticed. Of course, he did. He always noticed when something was wrong with me. He found me a few minutes later, breathless, standing by the tree near the back of the pack house. He was so calm, like he always was, and I hated how easily he could make everything feel like it would be okay, even when it wasnโt.
โWhatโs wrong, Liv?โ he asked, his voice low and gentle, but his eyes searching mine.
I refused to tell him. I didnโt know how to explain it, how to admit that seeing him with another girl made my chest feel tight, like I was suffocating. So, I stayed silent.
But Levi seemed to understand. His brow furrowed, and his voice softened as he stepped closer. โDo you hate it when I smile at other girls?โ he asked, his tone still quiet, but it sounded serious. The question hit me like a punch to the gut. I looked away, my cheeks burning with shame. It wasnโt something I could easily admit, not even to him. But the truth was, I hated it. I hated it so much that it felt like it was tearing me apart from the inside. I hated seeing him smiling at another girl.
I nodded, my voice barely above a whisper. โYes.โ
Levi studied me for a moment, as if weighing my words. And then, without hesitation, he smiled at me. It wasnโt the same smile he gave to that girl, but it was still a smileโgentle and sincere, like he understood me in a way no one else did.
โI wonโt smile at any other girl again,โ he said, his voice firm but filled with promise.
I lifted my eyes as I stared at him.
โPromise?โ
Levi smiled, revealing his charming dimples. The triplets all had something different I loved about their faces. Levi had those adorable dimples that only showed when he smiled. Lennox had the most beautiful set of teeth Iโd ever seen, and I loved watching him grin. Louis had the most stunning brown eyesโcool, alluring, hard to look away from.
โYesโฆ I promise, I will never smile at any lady,โ he said.
A small smile appeared on my face, and I couldnโt stop myself from hugging him. Levi chuckled and hugged me tighter.
โYou are not concentrating. Are you okay?โ Jerek asked, halting the sparring. I couldnโt take it anymore.
I shifted away from Jerek, throwing an apologetic glance. โI need a break,โ I murmured. He nodded, a concerned look in his eyes, but I just waved him off. I didnโt want to explain anything right now. I just needed space.
I walked away quickly. I had to get away from them. From him.
I made my way into the pack house, and just when I was about to pass a cornerโsuddenly, Levi appeared, blocking my path, his broad frame towering over me like a wall. His eyes locked onto mine, and for a moment, I just froze.
โWhatโs the matter, Olivia?โ His voice was smooth, like he was enjoying this far too much. โJealous?โ
The word hit me like a slap to the face. My chest tightened, and I could feel my blood boil.
โJealous?โ I spat, fury flashing in my eyes. โWhy would I be jealous, Levi? You and your brothers lost the right to make me feel anything.โ I jabbed a finger in his direction, my voice trembling with anger.
His gaze darkened, and I noticed that same dangerous intensity flare up. Before I could even react, he stepped closer, cornering me against the wall. My heart raced, and I hated how he made me feel.
โDonโt say that,โ he growled, his breath brushing against my face. โYouโre lying. I can see it in your eyes. You still want me.โ
I pushed past him, trying to escape, but he grabbed my wrist, pulling me back.
โThatโs not going to work,โ he said, his grip tight, his face too close to mine.
Something in me snapped. My breath hitched as I glared up at him.
โLet me go,โ I ordered, my voice low and deadly.
But he didnโt. Instead, he leaned in closer, his lips brushing against my ear. โYou were jealous, Olivia, seeing me with another woman kills you just like years ago,โ he murmured.
I pulled my wrist free and shoved him back, hard, but his body followed mine, and in a split second, he kissed me.
It was furious, almost suffocating. And for a moment, I felt that familiar heat rise in me. But then I remembered everythingโthe pain, the betrayal, the heartbreak.
Without thinking, I bit down on his lower lip, hard, enough to draw blood.
He groaned in pain, pulling away, but I was already glaring at him, my anger boiling over. โNever do that again,โ I hissed, my voice filled with anger. โYou and your brothers lost the right to touch me. You lost the right to be anywhere near me.โ