I shook my head, swallowing hard. โI donโt want to believe itโbut you donโt talk to me, Damien. You donโt look at me. You only give your attention to him. And then todayโyou disappear without a word! My mind went to the worst place because you shut me out.โ
Behind me, I faintly heard Oliviaโs voice, low and steady. โShe was worried sick, Damien. You have to understand that.โ
After a moment, Olivia came to me. She stood beside me, her gaze searching mine. โDo you want me to teleport you back?โ she asked gently.
I frowned. โYou donโt have to deny it. After all, we are not together anymore,โ I spat, trying my best to hide my jealousy.
My lips curved despite the heaviness in my chest. โDid you now?โ I whispered, my voice breaking with both relief and love. I lowered myself onto the couch beside him, pulling him gently into my arms. His warmth melted some of the cold that had been lodged in me all day.
I laid him down on the long sofa in the cornerโthe one that looked more like a king-sized lounge than office furniture. I tucked a throw blanket over him, brushing my hand lightly across his hair before stepping back.
For the first time, something cracked in his mask. His jaw clenched, his voice trembling just slightly. โI would never take him away from you. Never.โ
โSo you can sit here all day, in your little secret office, answering to no one,โ I snapped, my voice pained. โYou canโt pick up my calls, canโt even spare a moment to tell me where you are? Of course you were with a womanโthatโs why you refused to pick up my call.โ
My breath hitched, confusion tangling with the relief his words gave me.
My eyes drifted across the desk and landed on somethingโsubtle, but enough. A faint scent clung to the corner of the desk. Sweet. Feminine. Perfume. Or maybe my mind just wanted to see it that way. Either way, my blood boiled.
โYou drive me insane, Sofia,โ he hissed, his face inches from mine. โAlways assuming, always pushing me, always clawing at my controlโโ
Damien sat behind his desk, his back straight, his jaw tight. In his arms was our son, who leaned comfortably against him, playing with a pen Damien had given him. The sight should have eased me. My baby was safe. But instead, it only made my chest ache harder. His phone lay face down on the desk beside him.
The words hit me like claws to the chest. How did he read my thoughts so fastโฆ? โYou were gone all day. You never picked up your phone. I didnโt know where you were. I didnโt know if he was safe. What else was I supposed to think?โ
I watched him for a long moment, my chest tight. Finally, I found my voice.
โMy phone was on silent. I didnโt want interruptions,โ he said flatly. โAnd I told the housekeeper to inform you that Charlie and I would be late. So why the hell were you so worried? Why let such silly thoughts crawl into your head?โ
Then, slowly, my eyes drifted back to Damienโstill at his desk, still pretending to be buried in his work, totally avoiding me.
She nodded. โCall if anything comes up, okay?" I nodded, flashing her an appreciative smile before she teleported away.
He gave a short nod. โItโs just a few minutesโ drive from the packhouse. Not far at all. But I needed spaceโsomewhere separate. Somewhere I could work without the noise of the pack or the weight of the mansion pressing down on me.โ
His chest heaved, his eyes burning into mine. And before I knew it, he was right before meโso close I had to tilt my head back to meet his gaze. My back hit the wall as he leaned in, his palms flat on the wall on either side of me, trapping me there.
My lips parted, but no words came.
For a moment, I just stood there, watching his peaceful face. The storm inside me quieted, even if just a little.
His voice dropped, low as if he didnโt want our son to hear, โYou think so little of me, Sofia? That I would take him from you?โ His chest rose and fell unevenly. โYou believe Iโd do something that cruel?โ
I kept my focus on Charlie, not daring to turn. My boyโs chatter filled my ears, drowning out the weight of their words. Still, every syllable sank into me, reminding me of how fragile everything between us had become.
I shook my head quickly, my arms tightening around Charlie. โNo,โ I whispered firmly. โIโll stay. Thank you.โ
โMom!โ he beamed when he saw me walking closer. โI had so much fun!โ His voice was bright, pure, and free of all the worry that had been eating me alive.
Damienโs reply came quieter, rougher. โI didnโt thinkโฆsheโd believe I could do something like that.โ
I stumbled forward, my voice breaking. โDamien, why were you not picking up your callsโฆโ
For a moment, I hated him. For a moment, I loved him. And for a moment, I couldnโt tell the difference.
Damien didnโt say another word after Olivia vanished. He simply walked back to his desk, lowered himself into his chair, and picked up a stack of papers as though nothing had happened. His face was carved from stone, his focus already on the work in front of him.
His jaw tightened, his eyes flicking down to my lips for a fleeting second before snapping back up. โDo you?โ he whispered huskily.
I blinked hard, my chest still trembling with leftover fear, but my eyes drifted back to Charlie. He was grinning as he spun the pen between his fingers, his little legs swinging happily off the couch.
He stepped closer, lowering his tone again, his eyes boring into mine. โSofia, listen to me. If I ever wanted custody of Charlieโฆ if I ever wanted to keep him, I wouldnโt sneak around like a coward. I would tell you openly. To your face.โ His jaw tightened, his chest rising heavily. โBut thatโs not what this is. Charlie needs his mother. He needs you.โ
Damienโs gaze softened for just a fleeting second as it flicked back to where Charlie sat. โI may hate you, Sofia, I might be angry at you. But donโt ever believe I would use our son against you. Heโs not a weapon. Heโsโฆ our boy.โ
โWhy didnโt you just use the office in the mansion?โ I asked quietly. โWhereโฆwhere even is this place?โ
He didnโt look up right away. His pen scratched against the paper before he finally set it down and leaned back, his eyes meeting mine. โThis is my company,โ he said simply. โItโs new. Barely two years old.โ
I looked down, chewing on my lip, unsure what to say. My eyes softened when they landed on Charlie, who had slumped against the couch cushions. His little hands were still wrapped around the pen, his chest rising and falling with the rhythm of deep sleep.
Oliviaโs teleport pulled us into a room, but this time the air was differentโheavy with the smell of ink and old leather. An office. My eyes darted around, frantic, until I saw him.
Carefully, I rose and crossed the room, slipping the pen from his tiny fingers before lifting him gently into my arms. He stirred but didnโt wake, his head resting against my shoulder.
I swallowed hard, glancing past him, watching Charlie giggle in Damienโs chair as he spun the pen like it was a treasure. My chest swelled with relief and resentment all at once. I forced myself to face Damien again, only to find his expression unreadable, carved from ice.
His head shot up, his eyes narrowing. โA woman?โ His voice was low and annoyed. โThatโs what you think of me? That I sneak around like a coward, fucking a woman while my son is in my arms? Are you insane?โ
He leaned into me, excited. โDaddy showed me his office! He let me sit in his chair and draw on some papers.โ He giggled proudly, and I couldnโt help but smile through my tears, brushing my hand over his hair.
โI hate you,โ I spat, though the words trembled, unsteady. My breath betrayed me, shaky and quick, matching the thunder in my chest.
My brows knit together. โCompany?โ
For a few moments, I let myself just breathe him inโhis scent, his laughter, the sound of his joy. It calmed me more than any words could.
Sofiaโs POV
Damienโs eyes burned into mine, and for a moment I thought he would yell. Instead, he rose slowly, placing our son gently onto the couch beside his desk. The boy curled into the cushions, comfortable and calm, as Damien stepped closer.
He looked up at me, his brow furrowed as he glanced at me and then back at Olivia. โSo this is what you thought?โ His tone was calm, too calmโdangerously so. โThat Iโd run away with him? That Iโd take him away from you?โ
And thenโlike a dam breakingโwe collided. His mouth crushed against mine, not gentle, not tender, but desperate, furious. My hands flew up to his chest, meaning to push him away, but instead they fisted into his shirt, dragging him closer. The kiss was fire, pain, and reliefโall tangled into one.