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I didnโt want to be alone right now. I needed someone.
A soft sigh escaped me before I could stop it. The ache in my legs from the strain of the ritual began to ease under his touch. His movements were firm yet careful, like he was afraid of hurting me.
I nodded, releasing her hand reluctantly. โGoodbyeโฆ for now.โ
โOlivia,โ he said softly, rising to his feet.
I parted my lips to answer, but before I could speak, the door opened.
Louis shifted slightly at the foot of the bed. Without a word, he gently lifted my legs and rested them across his knees. His large hands began to massage slowly, his thumbs pressing into the tense muscles of my calves.
Her brows pulled together into a deep frown. โNoโฆ Olivia. It wasnโt me.โ
Without hesitation, I decided Iโd go to them.
It was quiet, dimly lit, the faint scent of him lingering in the air. He was aloneโsitting on the edge of his bed, elbows resting on his knees, head slightly bowed like heโd been lost in thought.
I glanced at my mother, still lying weakly on the bed, her tired eyes filled with so many unspoken words. I wanted to stay. I wanted to keep talking, to tell her everything. But my body wasnโt listening to my will anymore.
Leviโs eyes searched my face, his brows pulling together in concern. โOliviaโฆ whatโs wrong?โ he asked gently, stepping closer.
My mother was back. She was alive. I had accomplished the one thing Iโd dreamt of since learning about her fate.
I gave them a faint, tired smile. โI justโฆ healed my mother. It took a lot out of me. Iโmโฆ weak right now.โ
A hollow ache sat stubbornly in my chest. Something felt wrong. I didnโt know if it was her strange calmness about me marrying Lord Frederick or something else.
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And without thinking too much about it, my thoughts drifted to the triplets. The only ones who had ever made me feel safe without words.
Her expression didnโt even flicker with surpriseโit was almost likeโฆ she had expected it.
She shook her head slowly, her grip tightening weakly around my hand. โIโve been in a coma for ten years. My soul has been trappedโฆ sleeping. I couldnโt appear to you even if I wanted to. Whoever you sawโit wasnโt me.โ
I didnโt resist. My body welcomed the comfort as Levi eased me down, positioning me so I could rest. I ended up with my head resting against his chest, feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath my cheek. His warmth surrounded me, comforting me in a way I didnโt know I needed.
I let out a long sigh and lowered myself onto the bed, my body sinking into the soft mattress. My gaze drifted to the ceiling, but my mind was far away.
I swallowed, forcing a soft smile for her sake. โIโll be back soon, Mama. I promise.โ That unsettled me more than anything.
I swallowed hard, not knowing what to say. For some reason, I thought she would look worried, maybe even upset, at the idea of me marrying Lord Frederick. But she didnโt.
Oliviaโs POV
โOlivia?โ Lennoxโs voice was low but worried, his eyes scanning me from head to toe. โWhat happened?โ
I teleported away, the room and the seerโs worried gaze vanishing from sight as I disappeared into the safety of my chambers.
I appeared, standing in Leviโs room.
โMamaโฆ Iโve been seeing you,โ I said softly. โIn my dreamsโฆ in my visions. You appeared to me. You spoke to me.โ
The seerโs voice cut through the haze. โOliviaโโ She was at my side in an instant, her hand steadying my shoulder. โYouโve overexerted yourself. Healing her took a great deal from you. You need to rest before you collapse.โ
Butโฆ
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Her gaze darkened slightly, and when she spoke again, her voice dropped lower. โIt might have been your great-grandmotherโฆ Hailee. She must have taken my face.โ
Arriving in my chamber, I immediately noticed the quiet. No Nora. No Lolita. No sound of movement, no familiar presence to greet me.
I tried to shake my head, but even that made me dizzy. โIโm fineโฆ I can stillโโ
She squeezed my hand faintly, her lips curving into a small smile. โGo rest, my daughter.โ
I wrapped my arms around myself, the silence of the room suffocating me. I had thought that having her back would help in Frederickโs case, but instead, I feltโฆ scared.
He looked up the moment he sensed me. Surprise flashed in his eyes, quickly replaced by a warm, almost relieved smile.
But somewhere deep inside, a quiet whisper reminded me this moment wouldnโt last. Lennox stepped inside, his sharp gaze immediately finding me, and just behind him, Louis followed. It didnโt take a genius to guess how they knew I was hereโthey must have caught my scent the second I arrived.
The three of them exchanged worried looks, and without hesitation, Levi moved to guide me toward the bed. โCome here,โ he murmured, his voice softer than usual.
Lennox moved in behind me, settling on the bed and wrapping an arm lightly around my waist, his other hand stroking slow, soothing circles across my back. His touch was gentle, protective, reminding me that I wasnโt alone.
A wave of unease rolled through me, tightening in my chest. My pulse quickened, and suddenly the room seemed to sway. My vision blurred at the edges.
With a blink, I teleported.
Why wasnโt she worried?
โYouโre so tense,โ Louis murmured, his gaze flicking up to meet mine for a brief moment before returning to his task. โYou should have come to us sooner, princess.โ I blinked, confused. โWhat? Butโโ
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I should have felt lighter. Happier. Relieved.
Was sheโฆ fine with it?
A cold ripple ran through me. I quickly pushed the thought aside, forcing a small smile as I decided to change the topic.
A chill ran through me. โThenโฆ who was it?โ
โNo,โ the seer said firmly, her tone brooking no argument. โYou can speak to her later. Right now, you must recover your strength. If you push yourself, youโll harm yourself.โ The soft kneading of his fingers, Leviโs steady heartbeat in my ear, and Lennoxโs warm strokes across my back worked together to pull me into a cocoon of comfort. For the first time since my mother woke up, I felt like I could finally breathe.