A suffocating silence filled the room. None of us spoke, nor looked at each other. The air was heavy with guilt and painโso thick it was hard to breathe.
Levi stood by the wall, palms pressed flat against it, his head hung low. He looked like a man burdened by impossible choices.
I turned to Lennox. He stood at the window, arms folded tightly across his chest, his back to me. His stiff shoulders betrayed his suppressed anger and pain, and his shame.
We didn't need words to understand each other. We all felt the regret, the confusion, the ache of losing her.
But we couldn't remain like this forever. Someone had to speak. Since they wouldn't, I did.
โI didnโt know you guys sent her a confession letter too,โ I said quietly, breaking the silence.
Levi slowly raised his head, but didn't turn. Lennox didn't move.
โI thought I was the only one,โ I continued. โI thought I was being smart. I saw how you both looked at her. I knew Lennox liked herโhe always lit up when she was around. And Leviโฆ you practically worshipped the ground she walked on.โ
My voice cracked slightly.
โAnd maybe thatโs why I did it,โ I admitted. โThatโs why I wrote that letter without telling either of you. I was scared. Jealous. I didnโt want to lose her to either of you.โ
I laughed bitterly and shook my head. โBut fate played us all, didnโt it? Because none of us knewโฆ none of us had any ideaโฆ that we all sent our letters on the same damn day.โ
I sighed, regret filling me. โAnd when I got that forged reply, I was pained. Those words almost made me hate you two,โ I said, revealing a truth I never thought I'd share.
For days after receiving the forged letter, I hated my brothers. I hated that Olivia loved them, not me. Serious self-reflection was needed before I realized I couldn't hate them for it.
But then it became confusing why they didn't end up with her as I'd expected. Instead, they seemed to hate her. I was confused. Why did Olivia fall out with them, yet Lennox and Levi refused to speak of it? I racked my brain for reasons they might hate her, like I did, but couldn't find one. Now it was clearโthey also sent confession letters and received brutal, forged rejections, just like me.
โI also almost hated you two,โ Lennox finally spoke, his back still turned. โThose words made me want to compete with you bothโฆ but after much thought, I realized it wasnโt worth it. Youโre my brothers, and it wasnโt your fault if Olivia wanted you two and not meโฆโ He paused, sighed, and shook his head. โThat letterโฆ it felt off. Why didnโt I notice it? Why didnโt I take a critical look at it?โ Lennox spat in regret and kicked a stool away.
A heavy sigh escaped Leviโs lips as he faced the wall. โWhen I first got the letter, I refused to believe it was our sweet, loving Olivia who said such things.โ
He finally turned, his eyes red and glossy, filled with pent-up emotion.
โI read it over and over,โ he said slowly. โTrying to convince myself that maybeโฆ maybe I misunderstood. Because the words were so cruel. Hurtful. Not like her at all.โ He paused, his eyes dark with memory. โIt shattered something in me.โ
He walked slowly to a chair, sat down, and buried his face in his hands. โWhat made me believe it was her handwritingโฆ it was exactly hers. I had to cross-check it against one of her funny notes. They were exactly the same. And thatโs what made me believe. Iโm such a fool.โ
Lennox leaned against the window frame, the morning sun casting long shadows. โI think we were all broken by those letters. I kept asking myselfโฆ why her? Why would she hurt me like that?โ He turned slightly to look at us. โAnd the worst part? I didnโt even ask her. I didnโt confront her. I justโฆ believed the lie.โ
I sank onto the tableโs edge, my heart aching. โSame. I let one stupid letter end everything I felt for her. I didnโt even try to confirm anything. I just let myself believe that Olivia said those hurtful words.โ
Again, silence fell as we contemplated this. Then Levi broke the silence. โWe have much to do. First, we need to find out who forged those letters. SecondโUncle Damienโฆ I just hope he was joking. He canโt be serious about claiming Oliviaโฆ he canโt beโฆโ
Lennox cut him off. โHe is serious, Leviโฆ I can see it in his eyesโฆ he wants Oliviaโฆโ
Levi shook his head firmly, rising from the chair. โNo. Youโre wrong. Uncle Damien loved Sofia. He still does. Everyone knows that. He wonโt go after another woman. He wouldnโt-โ
โHe would,โ Lennox snapped, cutting him off. He turned fully, his face hard. โYouโre still blinded by who you think he is, Levi. But I saw it. I saw the way he looked at Olivia. The same way he used to look at Sofia.โ
โThatโs impossible,โ Levi said, stepping forward. โSofia was the love of his life.โ
Lennox scoffed bitterly. โExactly. And Olivia is just like her. The same kindness, the same spark, the same spirit. Damien doesnโt just see Oliviaโhe sees Sofia in her.โ
Leviโs eyes flared. โDonโt say that! Donโt you dare compare them like that. Uncle Damien would never cross that lineโheโs our uncle, for Godโs sake!โ
โAnd yet heโs already claiming her,โ Lennox shot back, his voice rising. โYou think thatโs something a normal uncle does? He looked our father in the eye and said he wanted her for himself!โ
โHe was probably joking! You know how he is!โ
โWake up, Levi!โ Lennox barked. โThis is not a joke. He wants her. And if we donโt do something, heโs going to take herโjust like he takes everything he wants.โ
โThatโs not true!โ Levi shouted. โHeโs not like that!โ
The tension in the room boiled. Both breathed hard, stood close, hands clenched, eyes locked in silent conflict. I saw where this was heading and intervened.
โEnough!โ I snapped, rising and stepping between them. โBoth of you, calm down!โ
They froze, silence returning except for our uneven breathing. โArguing wonโt solve anything. Weโre all angry. Weโre all confused. But fighting each other isnโt the answer.โ
They looked at me, still brimming with emotion.
I took a breath and spoke calmly, โLetโs wait for Father. Heโs talking with Damien. If Damien is serious about claiming Olivia, then weโll know what to do.โ
Levi muttered something and turned away, running a hand through his hair.
Lennox shook his head, still fuming, but didn't argue.
โIโm not losing her,โ I said quietly, looking at both of them. โNot to some lie, not to fate, and definitely not to Damien. But we have to stay united.โ
Lennox scoffed. โAnd you think Olivia will want to forgive us? That woman practically hates us nowโฆ and with Anita claiming to be pregnantโฆ itโs worse nowโฆโ Lennox spat.
I frowned; he wasn't wrong.
Levi sighed, massaging his forehead. โWhere do we begin? How do we even start apologizing? We hurt her. We hurt her for a crime she didnโt commitโฆ damn it.โ
I opened my mouth to speak, but the door opened and Father entered. We turned to him. His expression told us the news wouldn't be good.