Oliviaโs POV
I stepped out of the bathroom and found the healer waiting at the door. Our eyes met, and I swallowed hard. I couldnโt tell if he truly believed Iโd lost my memory or if he knew I was lying and was simply playing along.
โHow are you feeling today?โ he asked.
I swallowed again, maintaining my charade, even though a voice deep inside told me it was unnecessary. โIโmโฆ fine,โ I whispered, sitting on the edge of the bed.
He nodded and glanced at Nora and Lolita. โCould your handmaids give us a moment?โ he asked.
I blinked, confused. Why did he want them to leave?
โIs there a problem?โ
The healer shook his head. โNoโฆ I just want a private session with you. Thatโs what I told the Alphas.โ
I still didnโt see any reason for Nora and Lolita to leave, but I respected his request. I gave them a small nod, and they quietly left.
The door clicked shut, and an eerie silence settled between the healer and me. He didnโt speak, just stood there, watching me with eyes far wiser than Iโd initially assumed. I sat motionless, my heart pounding.
He finally stepped forward, placing his satchel on the bedside table but not opening it. Instead, he faced me directly, his expression unreadable.
โIโve been a healer for over thirty years, Luna Olivia,โ he said calmly, folding his hands. โDo you really think I wouldnโt recognize when someone is acting?โ
My heart sank.
โIโฆ I donโt know what you mean,โ I whispered, my voice dry and lifeless.
He smiled faintly, not unkindly. โYouโre good. Very good. Most wouldnโt have noticed. But Iโve watched countless facesโreal pain, real confusion, real traumaโand yours?โ He paused, tilting his head. โItโs practiced. Controlled. Too deliberate. I knew the moment I examined youโฆ you hadnโt lost your memory.โ
I gasped, my fingers curling into the bedsheets.
โThen whyโฆโ I finally whispered. โWhy did you go along with it? Why didnโt you tell them?โ
The healerโs expression softened.
โBecause I believe you have your reasons,โ he said simply. โAnd more than thatโฆ I saw everything, Olivia. Everything that happened to your family. Your fatherโs arrestโฆ you and your mother demoted to omegas.โ
I blinked, my vision blurring. My throat tightened.
โI was there that night,โ he continued. โI saw the pain in your eyes when your father was sentenced to life imprisonmentโฆ I saw everything, and I knew he was innocent, but I had no proof.โ
Tears welled in my eyes. It was a relief to know someone besides my mother and I believed my father was innocent.
He took a step closer. โI wished I could have helped then, but I couldnโt. So when you woke up pretending to remember nothing, I saw the eagerness in your eyes, that spark of someone with a plan. And I decidedโฆ if you were trying to survive, the least I could do was not get in your way.โ
Tears slipped down my cheeks, and I didnโt bother wiping them.
โYou have no idea how much that means to me,โ I whispered.
He offered a slight smile. โI think I do. Justโฆ be careful, Olivia. Youโre not surrounded by fools. The moment your act slips, the wrong person might see itโand that could end very badly.โ
โI know,โ I murmured.
He opened his satchel and produced a small brown bottle. He placed it carefully in my hand.
I stared at it, confused and curious. โWhat is this?โ
โItโs a memory-confusion potion,โ he said in a hushed voice. โA very rare brew, nearly impossible to find these days without raising suspicion. I made this myself, specifically for you.โ
I looked up at him sharply. โWhat does it do?โ
The healer sighed, lowering his voice further. โIf the Alphas ever doubt meโif they call in another healer to examine youโtake this a few minutes beforehand. It will affect your mind temporarily. Your responses will become sluggish, your attention will drift, and your emotions will seem detached. To any trained healer, it will look exactly like someone who has suffered trauma-induced memory loss.โ
I held the bottle tighter, as if it were my lifeline. โWill it hurt?โ
He hesitated. โIt wonโt cause physical pain, but it may disorient you. For a few minutes, you might genuinely forget where you are or who youโre with. But it wonโt last long. Just long enough to fool the observer.โ
I nodded slowly. โWhy are you doing this?โ I asked, more from emotion than curiosity.
He smiled faintly. โBecause I couldnโt help your father. But I can help you.โ
He looked away for a moment, his jaw clenched, as if still haunted by the memory.
More tears gathered in my eyes.
โHide the potion well,โ he warned gently. โOnly use it if absolutely necessary. And if it ever runs outโฆ tell your handmaid to call me. Iโll make another.โ
I nodded, carefully tucking the bottle beneath the mattress.
โThank you,โ I whispered.
He bowed slightly and moved to the door, pausing with his hand on the handle. โIโll still play my part. Iโll tell them your headaches are worsening, that your emotional state is deteriorating. Iโll make sure they see what you want them to see.โ
I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat. โThank youโฆ for trusting me. For helping.โ
He nodded, opened the door, and left.
The moment the door shut, I buried my face in my hands and let out a long, shaking breath.
โThank you, Moon Goddessโฆ things are falling into place,โ I whispered.
The door opened. Lolita and Nora entered and closed the door. They looked concerned, but I reassured them with a smile. โHe knows, but heโs helping me,โ I said.
They sighed in relief and approached.
โThatโs good news, but we have bad news to shareโฆโ Nora said, worried.
My brows furrowed. โWhat is it?โ I asked, already apprehensive.