Chapter 264: The Harsh Truth
This New Year has been busy but fulfilling. After three days at the Bolton residence, I finally returned to Philippaโs house. Without the Wilcher familyโs interference, Philippa seemed more peaceful, her complexion glowing with vitality. Bill had become surprisingly adept at peeling apples, skillfully cutting them into small pieces and handing them to Philippa. She ignored him, her attention focused on crocheting small toys.
Over the years of her marriage to Bill, during long, lonely periods, Philippa had honed her craft skills to pass the time. While she crocheted little bunnies, Bill sat beside her winding balls of yarn. The scene was oddly harmonious. That harmony was quickly shattered by a ringing phone. Billโs eyes darted nervously. โI need to step out for a bit,โ he muttered. Philippa didnโt even glance at him; she simply went upstairs.
We all knew why he was leaving. Worried that Philippa might feel upset, I followed her upstairs. Just as I was about to speak, I saw her drop a coin into a glass jar. โMom, what are you doing?โ I asked.
Philippa gave me a faint smile. โItโs an old habit I picked up years ago. Back when I was young and restless, I started this little game. Every time your father disappointed me, Iโd toss a coin into this jar. I told myself that once the jar was full, Iโd leave him for good.โ
I glanced at the large glass jar and quipped, โYou mustโve been pretty forgiving to give him so many chances. If it were me, even a medium-sized coffee cup would feel too big.โ
Philippa chuckled softly, cradling the jar. โYouโre right. Deep down, I never really wanted to leave. I knew the Wilchers couldnโt do without him, and I didnโt have the freedom to walk away either. It was just self-deception. But the habit stuck, even to this day.โ
โAnd now, even with a jar this big, itโs almost full.โ The coins had nearly reached the rim. Just a few more, and the jar would be filled. It felt symbolic, a reflection of their relationship. If Bill turned things around now, there might still be hope for them, no matter how messy their past had been. But if he kept going down this path, there could only be one ending.
Looking at the jar brimming with coins, I thought about how many times Bill had let Philippa down over the last twenty years. I reached out and hugged my mom. โThis will all be over soon, Mom. Youโll have the happiness and freedom you deserve.โ
Philippa murmured, โHappiness and freedom.โ I caught a tinge of sadness in her voice and quickly asked, โMom, whatโs wrong?โ
She hesitated, then looked me straight in the eye. โI know this might sound abrupt. But I know youโre not my daughter. Who are you?โ
My body froze. No wonder Philippa had seemed hesitant so many times before. Sheโd figured it out long ago. โIโฆโ
The daughter I gave birth to and raisedโI know her temperament inside and out. Sheโs not as brave or clever as you are. I donโt dislike you; in fact, I like you. But I just want to know, where is Zoey?โ Philippaโs lips trembled as she finally gave in to the weight of her doubts and asked the question.
I lowered my head, knowing I had no choice but to tell her the harsh truth. โMom, you know me. Iโm not Zoey. My name is Chloe.โ
Philippaโs face went pale with shock. Just a short while ago, she had attended my funeral. โYouโre Chloe Sanders?โ
โYes. After I was murdered, I became a spirit, wandering the earth for a month. I desperately wanted to live, and during that time, I heard Zoeyโs voice. She desperately wanted to die. Thatโs how our fates were exchanged.โ
Tears streamed down Philippaโs face. โSo, Zoeyโฆโ
โSheโs gone. Besides you, she had nothing left to hold on to in this world. From her memories, I learned everything that had happened. As repayment, Iโll fulfill all her wishes and take care of you for her.โ
โHow could that foolish child do something like this?โ Philippa covered her face as tears streamed through her fingers. โSo that dreamโฆ she dreamt of her. She was wearing a white dress, smiling at me so gently. She said she was finally free, and someone else would come to love me in her place.โ
โMom, donโt be sad. Iโve been through depression too, so I understand how Zoey felt. She was heartbroken. Donโt worryโin this life, Iโll treat you like my own mother and take care of you. When I found out you were pregnant, I couldnโt bear to let you terminate it. I thought maybe Zoey couldnโt let go of you, so she came back as the child in your womb.โ
It might sound absurd, but after experiencing my rebirth, I felt like anything was possible. Most importantly, saying this would give Philippa hope to keep going. She touched her still-flat stomach, a trace of cautious hope in her voice. โReally?โ
โYes. Whether the child is Zoey or not, itโs her little brother or sister. Iโm sure Zoey would want new life to be with you, to keep you company.โ
I knelt before Philippa, gently wiping her tears. โMom, Iโll always be by your side.โ She leaned down and hugged me fiercely. โNo wonder you did all those things back then. Youโve been through so much.โ
Kind-hearted people always find ways to empathize. Now that the truth was out, I felt relieved. If Philippa ever uncovered more about me, at least it wouldnโt come as a shock. Feeling sorry for what Iโd endured, she became even more gentle with me, trying to make up for the motherly love I had missed.
That night, I stayed by Philippaโs side, telling her stories from my childhood and making her laugh until her stomach hurt. โI didnโt expect you to be such a mischievous child! Zoey was so differentโimpossible to figure out and rarely smiled. It was my fault for hurting her.โ
โFrom now on, make sure your little siblings are always happy.โ โI will!โ
โAs for Anna and Sheila, karma will come for them soon. You donโt have to do anything. Just wait and watch.โ โOkay.โ
Philippa hugged me tightly. โGood girl. Rest well now.โ
Before I knew it, it was the night before Annaโs wedding. The Sanders hosted a banquet at their estate, and we attended. I didnโt see Kate in the crowd. Ethan and Greg looked haggard, and even Joshโs face showed signs of weariness. It was obvious theyโd had a tough year. I couldnโt help but think that if only theyโd believed me back then and seen Annaโs true colors sooner, none of this would have happened. Their family was on the verge of collapse.
If my guess was right, Kate had likely lost her sanity and was being kept upstairs, away from the guests. The attendees seemed aware that the Sanders were going through a lot but didnโt pry too deeply. Among the lively crowd, one figure caught my eye. He was tall, strikingly handsome, with an air of dangerous allureโthe man Iโd seen that night. A woman clung to his arm, but it wasnโt Whitney. Carter had looked into his license plate and uncoveredโฆ He was Taylor Carlyn. The Carlyns had emigrated to this country. As far as I knew, the Sanders didnโt have any connectionโฆ
While I was deep in thought, he suddenly raised hisโฆ Our gazes locked, and he gave me a slow, tantalizingโฆ That suffocating sense of danger washed over me againโฆ
Chapter 265: Wedding Night