Chapter 516
But I couldnโt keep hiding forever. The tougher things got, the less I could afford to run.
I let go of the blanket, and Wayne pulled it back just a little, studying my face. โI heard you got swept into the water. You scared the hell out of me.โ That was his way of explaining why he was here.
I managed a weak smile. โWhat, did I make the news?โ I mean, itโs the internet ageโof course, someone filmed the whole thing instead of helping.
โYeah, looking like a poor little thing,โ Wayne replied, lifting his hand.
Instinctively, I leaned back, but he just gave me a gentle smile. โRelax, I was just going to fix your hair. Look how jumpy you are.โ
I stayed quiet as he sat down on the edge of the bed. โHow are you feeling?โ
โIโm fine. They already checked me over.โ
โDoesnโt look like it went too well. You even cried, huh?โ he said, noticing my red, puffy eyes.
Wayne probably knew it wasnโt fear that had me crying, but he phrased it that way to give me an easy out.
I forced a smile. โLook at you, Mr. Emotional Intelligence, even lying to make me feel better.โ
He nodded. โYep. Otherwise, youโd keep drifting further away.โ
I didnโt know what to say to that. Wayne just chuckled softly. โRea, I know youโve been avoiding me lately. Itโs because I confessed my feelings, isnโt it?โ
Since heโd brought it up directly, I didnโt bother pretending. โYeahโฆ I just feel kinda uneasy around you now.โ
โTo be honest, I regret it too,โ he said quietly. โI regret messing up the simple, sibling-like bond we had. But I couldnโt keep it in anymore. I really had feelings for you. I thought maybe, just maybe, if I told you, Iโd have a chance.โ
He was being so open, so honest, that I couldnโt bring myself to shut him down harshly. โSince the day I met you, Iโve only ever seen you as an older brotherโjust like family. You know, when we were kids, if Jace upset me, you were always the one Iโd run to.โ
He nodded, eyes a little distant. โYeah. Lately, Iโve been wondering how I ended up losing that little girl who used to depend on me. After thinking about it, I realizedโฆ itโs my own faultโI pushed you away. Can we just pretend I never said anything? Go back to how things were?โ
His request genuinely threw me. Once words are out, thereโs no stuffing them back in, thereโs no way to just rewind.
โRea, I know you donโt see me that way, so Iโve made myself move on,โ Wayne said, lifting his hand in a mock pledge. โFrom now on, Iโm just your brotherโnothing more, nothing less. I swear,โ
His sincerity made me feel that if I kept holding onto the awkwardness, Iโd be the one being petty.
I nodded, holding out my fist, a gesture we used to do as kids. Anytime Jace, Wayne, and I got into trouble and had to keep it quiet, weโd bump fists before facing the adults.
Wayne grinned, bumping his fist gently against mine.
โWhat mischief are you two plotting now?โ Jaceโs voice came from the doorway, his gaze fixed on our joined fists.
Wayne pulled his hand back smoothly. โIf itโs mischief, of course weโre not letting you in on it.โ
Jace walked over, his gaze landing on my face. He immediately spotted the scrape on my foreheadโthe one Hayden hadnโt even noticed earlier. Back when he actually cared, Hayden would worry if I so much as sneezed. Now I was bruised and battered, and he couldnโt even look at me. People say guys can be heartless; guess theyโre right.
โDid they check your head?โ Jace asked.
โThey did. Iโm fine,โ I replied, pulling the blanket up a little as a chill set in.
โAre you cold? Running a fever?โ He reached out, touching my forehead.
This time, it wasnโt that I didnโt pull awayโI justโฆ forgot to. Or maybe it was years of being so used to his touch that it still felt natural.