Chapter 480
+25 BONUS
Hayden never held back. He always said exactly what he felt, and now his words cut deepโhe honestly thought I still had feelings for Jace. Since we got together, Iโd kept my distance from Jace, worried our past might mess things up with Hayden. But clearly, Iโd slipped up. Iโd made him feel like he didnโt have all of me.
This wasnโt just about me giving Jace blood. Hayden had been carrying this around for a while, something heโd been feeling long before now.
โAll this time, youโve thought I didnโt love you enough?โ I let out a bitter laugh. โIf thatโs true, then maybe I donโt even know how to love anymore.โ
โIf you really loved me, you wouldnโt have been so quick to suggest breaking up,โ he said, his voice low.
My eyes flared, frustration boiling over. โI told youโthat was just me talking out of anger.โ
I gave a tired smile and added, โIt was a heat-of-the-moment thing, but you jumped at the chance to agree. So, Hayden, should I start thinking you never really wanted me in the first place?โ
That old saying, โwhen you want to blame someone, any excuse will do,โ had never felt more true. When youโre determined to find fault, even the tiniest thing gets blown up.
Haydenโs eyes narrowed slightly. โIf thatโs how you feel, maybe breaking up is the right choice.โ
The wave of hurt and anger that slammed into me was almost too much. Iโd tried so hard to explain, but it felt like nothing I said made a difference. He was locked into believing what he wanted.
I let go of his hand. โSo, breaking up is the right thing, huh? Is that really what you want?โ
Haydenโs throat bobbed as he swallowed, but before he could answer, I laughed bitterly. โI get it. Youโre the heir to the Hart family now.โ
โYou probably think someone like me isnโt good enough anymore, right?โ
โOr maybe itโs because I used to be Jaceโs fiancรฉe, and being with me would just make people talk.โ
This kind of baseless suspicion? I hated it. And yet, here I was, falling right into it.
โIs that what you think?โ Haydenโs voice dropped, turning cold.
โWhat else am I supposed to think? Iโve explained everything, and youโre still clinging to it. You obviously just want to end things, so what am I supposed to believe?โ I felt myself unraveling, turning into the kind of person I swore I wouldnโt beโemotional, irrational.
โFine. If thatโs what you think, then so be it,โ he replied, his tone slicing through the tension.
I stared at him, my lips trembling, but the words wouldnโt come. The pressure in my chest was unbearable, like something hot and sharp was lodged in my throat. After what felt like forever, I finally whispered, โSo you really want to break up, donโt you?โ
Chapter 480
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โYes.โ That one word, so simple and final, pierced right through me. I couldnโt breathe. My nails dug into my palms as I clenched my fists. โFine.โ
I gave him one word back, hanging on to whatever pride I had left. If he didnโt want to be with me, still caught up in this mess over Jace, I couldโve kept trying to explain. But if he thought I wasnโt good enough anymore, what was the point?
Was I supposed to beg? No way. That wasnโt who I was. And even if I did, a relationship built on pity wouldnโt last.
โLeave.โ The word was out before the tears could start falling.
Hayden didnโt move, just stood there staring at me. I was on the verge of breaking, and if he stayed any longer, Iโd lose the last bit of dignity I had.
I grabbed the nearest pillow and threw it at him. โGo!โ
He didnโt even flinch. The pillow hit him square in the face, and he caught it effortlessly. After a moment, he set it down, stood up, and headed for the door.
I watched his back as he walked away, and thatโs when the dam inside me broke.