Chapter 345
Matthewโs expression softened, almost like a father looking at his child. โTo me, youโll always be that little girl. But listen, being serious and stubborn is great for work, not so much for life.โ
I understood his meaning, but people don't change overnight. We are who we are.
โRea, sometimes not knowing everything brings a little happiness. You donโt have to figure it all out, you know?โ His words were gentle, almost fatherly.
Seeing the worry in his eyes, and thinking of his illness, I nodded, though deep down I still clung to my beliefs.
โRea,โ Matthew said softly.
โYeah?โ
He shook his head. โItโs nothing.โ
โNo, itโs something. Youโve definitely got something on your mind,โ I pressed, sensing he was holding back.
Matthew chuckled. โNothing gets past you, does it?โ
โWhy hide it? Whatever secret you have that you canโt tell Lindey or Wayne, you can tell me. Iโll keep it locked up. I promise.โ I raised my hand, as if swearing an oath.
He laughed, amused. โI donโt have any secrets.โ
Thinking back to what happened earlier on the lawn with Thorsten, Sasha, and their daughter, I couldnโt resist. โWhat if itโs something likeโฆ I donโt know, a secret family?โ
Matthew nearly choked. โWhat nonsense are you talking about? I donโt have anything like that.โ
โReally? Nothing?โ I tilted my head, feigning suspicion.
โReally, nothing,โ he said, shaking his head firmly.
โWell, your best friend does, doesnโt he? They say youโre influenced by the company you keepโฆโ I trailed off, teasing.
Matthew looked surprised, as if he hadnโt expected me to know. I didnโt keep him in suspense. โI played with his daughter earlier on the lawn. Sheโs sweet.โ
Matthew sighed. โPeople are different. Just because Thorstenโs my friend doesnโt mean I agree with everything he does. Iโm not like him.โ
Seeing how serious heโd become, I smiled. โRelax, I was just kidding. I know you and Lindey are solid. Youโd never hurt her.โ
He gazed at the blank white wall, his voice low. โRea, Iโve been meaning to tell youโฆ my illness isnโt mild. It might not be something I can beat. And ifโif the day comes when Iโm not here anymore, I want you to promise me something: donโt cry. Justโฆ promise me youโll keep your head up and keep going.โ
A wave of sadness and fear constricted my chest. My eyes burned, and my throat felt tight. I gripped his arm tightly. โYouโre not going anywhere. Youโll be fine. You have to beโฆโ
Matthew rested his hand gently on my head. He said nothing more.
Neither did I. I simply stayed there, my head resting on the side of his bed, listening to his breathing.
At some point, I drifted off. When I woke, Matthew was still asleep, and his jacket was draped over me. I carefully replaced it over his blanket before quietly leaving the room.
As I stepped into the hall, my phone buzzed. The number was unfamiliar.
โHello?โ I answered.
โIs this the owner of Unit 402, Block 6, Willow Residences, Emberholm?โ
โYeah, thatโs me. Who is this?โ