Chapter 816:
She didnโt question his remorse or sincerity then, but they had parted ways almost a year earlier. Elyse heard the sound of sobbing. Looking up, she saw Theo tightly covering his face, trying to mask his tears, his cheeks strained. She didnโt know how to comfort him, sensing he was struggling to keep his composure and not wanting her to witness his tears. Elyse picked up her wine glass, took a sip, and shifted the conversation. โHave you met anyone else this past year who has touched your heart? Why not release yourself from this past relationship and start anew with someone else?โ
Theo bit his lip, shook his head vigorously, and then spoke, trying to hold back his emotions. โOnce youโve really loved, itโs difficult to feel the same way about someone else. I know that, despite my wealth, when it comes to love, Iโm just an ordinary man. How could I find true love twice?โ
Elyse was slightly amused by his remark. โHow many relationships have you had that you think you understand true love?โ
Theo wiped his face, clearing the moisture, and asserted firmly, โI do understand it. You might not realize it when youโre in true love, but once youโve been through it, you start to understand and become aware.โ He gave a wry smile. โPeople often say you donโt appreciate what you have until itโs gone. But I didnโt even understand love. No one taught me what love truly meant. Because Iโd never really felt love before, I underestimated it when someone loved me. Did I really not need that love? No, I needed it deeply. But by the time I realized it, I had already lost it.โ
Theo looked up at Elyse, a trace of sadness in his eyes. โI canโt fault the person who loved me for walking away, because I know she did everything she could. If thereโs anyone to blame, itโs me. Itโs the part of me thatโs still growing.โ
Elyse was surprised by how deeply Theo had reflected. Her heart felt a tug. Theo exhaled and chuckled. โIโm a wealthy man. Money and power usually put me above others. But in love, weโre all equal. The only real difference is whether you love or are loved.โ
Theoโs smile vanished, leaving his face blank, with a faint trace of sorrow in his eyes. He spoke in a flat tone, โIโm the one who wasnโt loved.โ
Elyse simply gazed at him for a moment before lifting her wine glass and taking a sip. The sweetness of the wine offset the bitterness on her tongue. Something crossed her mind, prompting her to say, โBut wasnโt Freda fond of you? I remember hearing that you turned her down, and the engagement was called off.โ With a wistful smile, she added, โYouโre not exactly starved for affection, are you?โ
Theo, with a helpless grin, leaned back in his chair, arms crossed. โFreda? Yes, she liked me, but that was all. She didnโt truly love me.โ
As Elyse picked up her fork and tasted her meal, she probed further, โHow can you be so certain she didnโt love you? Isnโt that a bit presumptuous?โ
Theo looked directly at Elyse, his eyes alight, and explained, โBecause Iโve known real love. Iโve been graced by true affection, which lets me distinguish between mere liking and deep love.โ