Chapter 0315
Hannah
Noahโs warm hand rubbed gentle circles on my back as he held my hair, his voice soft and soothing. โIโm here for you, Hannah. Just let it out.โ
His tone was more tender than I had ever heard it, a stark contrast to the cold, calculated demeanor he usually wore. The touch of his hand, the reassurance in his voiceโit wasnโt at all like the Noah I had come to know over the years. But it was exactly what I needed.
When the wave of nausea finally passed, I slumped against the cool bathroom wall, feeling utterly drained. The chill of the tiles against my back was a welcome distraction from the lingering queasiness in my belly. Noah quickly wet a washcloth with cold water and gently wiped my face, crouching in front of me.
โHere,โ he said, offering me a glass of water and some saltine crackers. โSmall sips, okay?โ
I nodded weakly, taking the water with hands that still trembled slightly. As I sipped, I couldnโt help but notice the worry etched into Noahโs green eyes. The tenderness of his gesture was almost too much to bear. Each touch, each word seemed to chip away at the icy barrier I had built around my heart lately. I felt myself softening toward him, even as a nagging voice in the back of my mind whispered countless doubts and concerns.
But was this genuine concern, or just another tactic? The check he had given my father, the sudden display of domesticity with my new nieceโcould it all be part of an elaborate plan to keep me in this marriage?
โWhy are you doing this?โ I asked, my voice hoarse from the earlier retching.
Noahโs brow furrowed with genuine confusion. โDoing what?โ he asked, stroking the cool washcloth along my forehead.
โThis,โ I said, gesturing vaguely to the roomโto the glass in my hand, the sleeve of saltines on the sink, the washcloth against my forehead. โBeing such aโฆ perfect husband. Is it just to look good in front of my parents?โ
โLook good in front of your parents?โ He cocked his head.
I shrugged. โMaybe you want them to convince me to stay with you. It wouldnโt be hard, if you keep acting like this around them.โ
Noah sighed, sitting back on his heels and leveling me with a stern gaze. โHannah, weโre alone right now. How can I be putting on a show for your parents when theyโre not even here?โ
I blinked, taking in his words. He had a point. โButโฆ They saw you take Oliviaโฆ And then you came after meโฆโ
โI helped Lily because sheโs a new mom and the father of her child is a deadbeat, and I wanted you to enjoy your family dinner. And for what itโs worth, I told your parents you just remembered an important phone call and ran off,โ Noah explained. โThey have no idea youโre sick, or that Iโm doing this right now.โ
I fell silent, unsure of how to respond. He continued, โAnd about the checkโฆ it was simply an extension of goodwill toward your father. If weโre going to divorce, I donโt want you going back to a home where finances are an issue.โ
My head snapped up, the realization hitting me like a slap to the face. โWhat are you saying?โ
Noah took a deep breath, his eyes wandering the designs on the tile floor. โIโve decided that if you donโt want to return to Nightcrest with me, I wonโt stop you. Just say the word, and Iโll go home without you. We can finalize the divorce.โ
I stared at him, stunned. The shock of his offer was almost overwhelming. โYou would really do that?โ I breathed.