Chapter 0295
He raised an eyebrow. โWhy not? I want our child to have the best of everything.โ
โButโโ
โNo buts, Hannah. This is for our baby.โ
Feeling vindictive, I decided to test him. I pointed to a ridiculously expensive, crystal-encrusted mobile. โOkay. I want that, then,โ I said, certain he would refuse.
โOkay.โ Without hesitation, Noah picked it up and added it to our overflowing cart. My jaw dropped. โNoah, that thing costs more than most peopleโs monthly rent!โ
He shrugged, seemingly unfazed. โIf itโs what you want for our baby, weโll get it.โ I stared at him, slack-jawed, trying to understand his motivation. Was this guilt? Manipulation? Or did he genuinely want to provide for our child?
As we approached the checkout, guilt gnawed at me until I couldnโt handle it anymore. โWait,โ I said, grabbing his arm. โI donโt actually want that mobile. I was justโฆ testing you.โ
Noahโs expression hardened, his green eyes flashing slightlyโnot with anger, butโฆ disappointment. โYou shouldnโt play games like that, Hannah. This is for our child.โ
โI know. Iโm sorry,โ I muttered, feeling suddenly ashamed. โWe can put it back.โ
But Noah shook his head, his jaw set stubbornly. โNo, weโre getting it. Our child deserves the best, and if you liked it enough to point it out, then I think itโs worth the money.โ
I fell silent, unsure of what to say. But before I could formulate a response, Noah was walking up to the cash register and pulling his wallet from his pocket.
As the cashier rang up our purchases and the tally climbed to an unfathomable amount, I realized that all of thisโthe expensive mobile, the mounds of clothes and toysโwasnโt for me. It was for our baby. The thought both warmed and terrified me.
Still, I had to stop myself from softening too much, reminding myself that I couldnโt get too comfortable. I was still planning on divorcing Noah, after all.
The drive home was just as silent as the drive to the store. I watched Noah out of the corner of my eye as he drove, noticing the tension in his shoulders, the way his hands gripped the steering wheel. When we arrived home, Noah carried all the bags inside, refusing my help.
โI can carry something,โ I protested.
โYouโre pregnant. Iโve got it,โ he said firmly.
I sighed, but didnโt argue. I wasnโt a damsel in distress, but againโthere was no point in fighting with him, especially not when he had just spent several grand on nursery supplies. So, I decided to head to my room to put my feet up and rest.
โYouโre not even going to say thank you?โ
There it was; the catch. Stopping at the foot of the stairs, I turned, ready to bite out a retort. But then I saw the hurt and frustration in his eyes, and it gave me pause.
For a moment, I almost felt bad. He had just dropped an absurd amount of money on our baby, and I had been a raging bitch the entire time we were in the store. Maybe he deserved an apology.
But then I remembered everythingโthe coldness, the control, the way he had locked me in my room. If there was a thank-you on my tongue, then I swallowed it before it could escape. I grimaced at him. โThe only thing Iโll say to you is to prepare for the divorce, and good luck building a nursery on your own. Iโm not staying married to you. So donโt go thinking that today will change that.โ
Noahโs face fell, his arms slackening as he held a bundle of bags. Without waiting for a response, I turned on my heel and stormed up the stairs.