Chapter 279
Hannah
My mind that night was consumed by thoughts of Noah. I tossed and turned, unable to find sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw his face, felt his hands on my body. Every time I shifted, I imagined him sleeping beside me, his hands pulling me close.
No matter how hard I tried to dismiss it, the memory of our night together replayed endlessly in my head, intertwined with the events of the summer hunt. "A release," heโd said, pinning my wrists against the wall. "For both of us."
When heโd withdrawn his fingers from between my thighs, theyโd been slick and shiny. I saw those fingers repeatedly in my mind, flashing between slick and damp to deep red with bloodโmy lips, still bearing the metallic taste of the deer's flesh.
Something had awakened in me that night, and it had grown stronger since we'd hunted that deer together. An outlet. Yes, that was what we needed.
My eyes kept darting to the locked bedroom door. What if I unlocked it? Would Noah be waiting in the hallway, lurking in the shadows? The thought sent a shiver down my spine, a potent mixture of fear and excitement. I imagined his eyes glowing in the darkness, predatory and hungry. I pictured him slipping through the unlocked door, sliding into bed with me, nipping at my neckโฆ The image brought an animalistic smile to my face. But I left the door locked.
By morning, I was exhausted. I dragged myself to the kitchen for breakfast and coffee, then to my study, my eyes heavy and my mind foggy despite the caffeine. As I sat at my desk, I rubbed my weary eyes. Two hours. That's how long I'd slept; and to make matters worse, I'd experienced morning sickness, further weakening me. Any sane person would have stayed in bed, but I couldn't. I had to keep busy, anything to distract myself fromโฆ
I couldnโt help but consider Noahโs proposition for what felt like the millionth time. Release. Sweet release. We were getting divorced in a month, but until thenโฆ Maybe I should take him up on his offer, I thought wryly. After all, I was still a young woman. I had needs, desires. And the thought of going without intimacy for who knows how long after the divorce was unappealing, to say the least.
But could we really do it without drama? It seemed like a recipe for disaster. And yet, it was all too tantalizing. I was becoming desperate, pathetic even.
I rubbed my eyes, trying to focus on the paperwork. But the words swam on the page, my mind preoccupied with thoughts of Noahโs hands, his lips, hisโฆ
Suddenly, a knock interrupted my thoughts. โCome in,โ I called, grateful for the distraction.
To my surprise, Leonard walked in. I tensed, remembering our confrontation at the feast.
โWhat do you want?โ I asked, not bothering to hide my irritation.
Leonard closed and locked the door. The sound made me sit up straighter. I eyed him suspiciously as he approached my desk, my claws extending slightly, just in case.
โI need to speak with you about somethingโฆ sensitive,โ he said, his voice low.
I raised an eyebrow, my claws retracting slightly. โAnd that requires a locked door?โ I asked, tilting my head.
He nodded, looking oddly serious. โI believe you and Drake might be secretly sleeping together.โ
For a moment, I just stared at him. Then, I threw my head back and burst out laughing. โWhat?โ I managed between fits of giggles. โWhat the hell makes you think that?โ
Leonardโs face reddened, but he pressed on. โYou two have been awfully close lately. And I saw you talking at the hunt yesterday, looking veryโฆ intimate.โ
I rolled my eyes. โWeโre friends, Leonard. Friends talk to each other. Itโs not a crime.โ
โI believe thereโs more to it than that,โ he insisted, taking a step closer. I instinctively leaned back in my chair, the leather creaking. โThe Luna Council, the charity galaโฆ thereโs no way you could have accomplished all that on your own.โ
โIs it so preposterous?โ I asked, stifling another laugh.
Leonard shrugged. โFor years, you have been aโฆ a trophy wife,โ he blurted, his eyes narrowing. โNothing more than a pretty face to hang off our Alphaโs arm at events. I find it hard to believe that all of these recent changesโฆโ
He paused, gesturing around my officeโat my desk covered in paperwork, the mail in my inbox, the open laptop, all indications of hard work. โTo put it simply, I believe you must have had help. Male help.โ
My earlier amusement had vanished, replaced by cold anger. โI hope youโre kidding, Leonard,โ I said, slowly rising. โOtherwiseโโ
โCome on, Hannah,โ Leonard interrupted, his tone patronizing. โWe all know a woman, especially one like you, couldnโt have done all that youโve done without a man behind her. Itโs just not possible.โ
I took a deep breath, trying to calm the rage building inside me. My wolf stirred, bristling at the insult. I could feel her clawing at the surface, itching to put Leonard in his place, but I dug my nails into the desk to quell that urge.
โI did all of those things myself, Leonard,โ I said calmly, quietly. โI donโt need a man to accomplish great things.โ
Leonard scoffed, crossing his arms. โPlease. A woman couldnโt possiblyโโ
โCouldnโt possibly what?โ I interrupted, baring my teeth in a snarl. โCouldnโt possibly have ideas? Couldnโt possibly organize events? Couldnโt possibly lead a pack?โ
Leonard just shrugged, staring at me with a self-satisfied smirk.
Sighing, I pinched the bridge of my nose, feeling a headache coming on. I sank back into my chair and shook my head. โDrake is my friend, Leonard. Thatโs all. We work together sometimes, yes, but heโs not secretly running things behind my back.โ
โProve it,โ Leonard challenged, his eyes narrowing.
I threw my hands up in exasperation. โHow? How can I prove that Iโm telling the truth?โ
A slow, unsettling grin spread across Leonardโs face. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small vial filled with clear liquid.
โTake this truth serum,โ he said, holding it up to the light, โand then weโll know for sure.โ