Chapter 199
Hannah
I took a deep breath as Noah and I stepped onto the altar. The crowd fell silent, all eyes on us as we prepared for the ceremony. Incense filled the air, its smoke curling around us in fragrant gray tendrils. โOh, Moon Goddessโฆโ
With practiced ease, Noah and I began our prayers. The words, practiced for two weeks, flowed easilyโa traditional chant to plead for a blessed year. But they felt empty, pointless, like reciting a lecture.
Glancing at Noah, I saw his downcast eyes and clasped hands. He caught my gaze, and I quickly inhaled. Focus, Hannahโฆ
Shutting my eyes, I focused on the wordsโanything but that charged moment in the dressing room. Today was about the Moon Goddess, the deity who had given meโand my babyโa second chance at life. Nothing more, nothing less.
An attendant approached with two cloth-wrapped bundles, our offerings. I felt the weight of mineโprecious to me, though only the Goddess would know its contents. Noah did the same, and together we placed them on the altar.
I lingered, fingers resting on my bundle. Noah rose, but I remained.
โHannahโโ
โOne moment,โ I murmured, glancing at him. โIโm not ready.โ
Noah hesitated, then lowered his hand. The only sound was the wind rustling through the trees. Focus, Hannahโฆ I closed my eyes, truly focusing this time. โThank you, Moon Goddess,โ I thought, my fingers moving to my lower belly. โThank you for this second chanceโฆโ
Maybe she didnโt hear me. Maybe she couldnโt hear anything, and I was foolish. But today was about the Moon Goddess, and I needed to thank her. In my past life, my death would have been mere days away. Days.
A long moment passed, punctuated only by the tiny bell chiming in the wind. Opening my eyes, I met Noahโs concerned gaze.
โYou alright?โ
Nodding, I sniffed, wiping away a tear before anyone noticed. Noah and I bowed, as did the attendees. A loud bell rang, signaling the Lunar Festivalโs start.
The ceremony concluded, and the festival erupted around us. Music filled the air, and the scent of food wafted on the breeze. Soon, I was swept up in the festivities, laughing and playing games with friends.
โOh, look!โ Viona exclaimed, pointing. โCrescent cakes!โ
I grinned. โI havenโt had one in years!โ Viona pulled me toward the stand.
As we waited, Drake tapped my shoulder, a warm smile on his face.
โLuna Hannah,โ he said, bowing respectfully. โThe Lunar Festival is amazing. Youโve really outdone yourself.โ
Pride flushed my cheeks. โThanks, Drake. Iโm glad youโre enjoying it.โ
Finally, it was my turn. I bought a crescent cake, taking a bite before receiving my change. The vanilla ice cream was already melting in the humid air.