Teresa instinctively touched her belly. Could it already be? she wondered anxiously. Still holding onto a sliver of hope, she told Jonathan that she needed to take care of her mother and asked him to leave.
Jonathan sighed and suddenly scooped her up in his arms. Despite her struggles and confusion, he carried her to his car, opened the passenger door, and placed her inside. He then removed her shoes and realized she wasnโt wearing socks. Her feet were slightly blue from the cold, and her heels were rubbed raw and red, causing him to frown.
Jonathan grumbled, โEvery time I say something you donโt like, you run off faster than a rocket! And this time, you even ran out barefoot! Wonโt others think youโre crazy?โ
Teresa turned her face away, her voice muffled. โNone of your business.โ
Jonathan snorted. โWith how fast you ran, how did your feet still get cold?โ
Teresa replied nothing. Jonathan took out a medicated cream from his coat, unwrapped it, and began applying it to Teresaโs feet. He had come to the hospital partly to check on her mother and see if there was anything he could help with. He was also worried about her, wondering if her feet were injured from running out barefoot, how she was doing, and if she had any side effects from taking the contraceptive pills. He was worried sick, even though Benny had told him not to come. In truth, he had arrived some time ago but hadnโt gone up.
After applying the medicated cream, Jonathan brought over the boots she had left earlier. He helped her put on socks and then helped her into the boots.
Teresaโs eyes suddenly turned red. Seeing him frown reminded her of their newlywed days; heโd come home from work on cold winter nights and warm her icy feet in his lap. Teresa wiped a tear from her eye, but Jonathan didnโt notice the fleeting look of affection. He only saw her pale face, as if she might faint at any moment, and couldnโt resist pulling her into his arms. She tried to push him away, but he held her tighter.
โWhen your grandparents passed away, I wasnโt there with you. When your sister had her accident, I wasnโt there either. At leastโฆ let me be here this time,โ he said.
Teresaโs voice was choked with emotion. โWhen you called me, I thought my mom wouldnโt make it. Seeing her like that for the first time, I didnโt know who I could rely on. But I knew I couldnโt rely on you.โ
Jonathan asked, โWhy canโt you rely on me?โ
โWeโre divorced,โ Teresa said numbly in his arms. โDonโt you hate me?โ
Jonathan slowly released her. โHate you for what?โ
Teresa explained, โLast night, I could have been pregnant, but I took the contraceptive pills. I killed your child again.โ
Jonathan suddenly fell silent. His fist clenched slightly, then relaxed weakly. โOf course, I hate you.โ
He continued, โIโve never met a woman as heartless as you. Two years of marriage, and all you said was you didnโt love me. I made money, thinking I could make it up to you, but your words hurt me repeatedly. You even refuse to have children with me. I wonder if I wronged you in a past life for you to torment me like this.โ
Teresa replied, โYes, Iโm heartless. You should find a nice, gentle girl to marry. Honestly, I know that if I hadnโt slept with you, you wouldnโt have married me. You should have married Yvonne from the start.โ
Jonathan sighed, unable to understand why she brought up someone who had passed away. He changed the subject and said helplessly, โIf you donโt want to come to my place, just nap in my car first, then go back to look after your mom.โ
Teresa wanted to reject it. โNo needโโ
โJust sleep,โ Jonathan insisted, adjusting the seat backward and covering her with his coat. โDo you want me to sing you a lullaby?โ
โIโm not a kid,โ Teresa retorted helplessly.
โSleep tight, good girl.โ He gently patted her. She was incredibly tired, as if she had let go of all her weariness and vigilance and could temporarily rest.
Meanwhile, in the hospital room, Jennifer carried Michael back from Donaldโs break room. Donald asked her with concern if her mom was okay. But Jennifer declared, โSheโs not my mom.โ
โJenniferโฆโ Donald didnโt know what to say.
Jennifer said indifferently, โIโm taking this kid to my place first.โ
Donald stared at Jenniferโs cold and indifferent departing figure, her reluctance to open up making him feel a pang of pain for her. Since Teresa hadnโt returned yet, Jennifer called her, but she didnโt answer. Frowning, Jennifer settled Michael in bed, then stood by Evelynโs bedside for a while. Seeing a few strands of silver hair on Evelynโs head made Jennifer feel slightly dazed. She recalled that the year she went missing, Evelyn still had fashionable brown curly hair and wore trendy dresses. Indeed, aging is inevitable; she thought.